I feel like I should use this journal more since I know maybe 1 of the 45 people that follow me here... (Hi LW!).
Everyone has my FA, everyone USED to have my Twitter and I can't be a blithering faggot on Facebook because I'm one of those special homos that doesn't broadcast my love of dick, balls and manly asscracks to the entire planet. So it would stand to reason that I could at least be somewhat private and anonymous over here...on a site a seldom use and only think to check when I get an email telling me about an update or a submission or something else that I honest could not care less about.
I feel disconnected from furry these days. As I reach my 28th birthday in 2 days and my priorities in life have shifted entirely from what they used to be, furry has taken a backseat. I still indulge it because I've made some great friends and I still get my rocks off to anthro animals buttfucking each other. But it doesn't have the appeal that it once did in that most of the people outside of my contacts are really in the realm of the undesirables. I'm not 21 anymore, I don't do drugs, I'm not a gamer, I don't pant over anime... I like my guns, my truck, my military job, my college classes in something more useful than video game design.
I hate to say that I'm growing up and becoming an adult....but I do believe it is exactly that. I have a house, a career, all the things you'd expect a 28 year old man to have and all the other piddly crap like furry commissions, cons, typefucking, etc... just seem completely asinine. That's not to say I wont still go to cons. I have my 2 a year for the social/travel/vacation experience. But that's honestly about all I care about anymore.
The joys of being an adult and having priorities. Wanting my college degree while still in the service. Wanting to maintain this financial stability I've garnered for myself.
Maybe I'm rambling. Maybe its the week off from work giving me time to think about things I normally just GO with... maybe its turning 28 and being 10 years removed from High School.
Mah well... just getting it out of my head and somewhere I'll never look again.
~Dres
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