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So, I lost Family today...

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Okay, I'm finally able to muster some balls to write this now....

My mom's sister has been battling her cancer for quite some time now.  And just when they got rid of it all, some came back.  Then when they tried to shrink it down, it got to a lemon's size and then it takes over.  For the past few months, my aunt had terminal cancer and I managed to see her this past week, Wednesday actually, after I found out that she had become bed-written.  The pain from her cancer was too much for her... Yesterday, she went comatose through the night and this Sunday morning, just before 6 a.m., my aunt passed away finally.  She didn't get to her 59th birthday.

Dead to cancer at 58 years old... and my aunt looked good for being middle-aged.  Great skin, positive attitude, warm eyes, no grey hair, my mom said she died too young.  Family deaths, especially close ones like this leave a bad taste in my mouth, and I don't have any juice to wash it away...  Well, my cousins are doing all of the prep stuff and my mom and dad have offered to cook for them when they ask.  But yeah, this is going to be a very bitter week.  So if at any time I may sound like a complete bastard or a dick, that is why.
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Added: 5 years, 2 months ago
 
Launny
5 years, 2 months ago
my condolences *hugs*
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
it feels good to have a hug about now
sonictopfan
5 years, 2 months ago
I'm sorry for your aunt, I know what it feels like I too lost some of my uncles *hugs*
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
thx 4 the hug
sonictopfan
5 years, 2 months ago
Anytime, just be strong.
Tycloud
5 years, 2 months ago
*Hugs* Ty loves you so stay strong.  :3
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
no tears here =3
chacumera
5 years, 2 months ago
It's always sad to lose someone close, but I'm sure they would want you you to live life to the fullest.
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
I'm sure she would want that, thanks for your kind words
DoggyStyle57
5 years, 2 months ago
Always sad to lose a loved one. *Hugs* My condolences. I've lost both of my parents in the last few years, so I know how hard it can be.
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
that sucks... anyway, thx 4 the hug
bigd33309
5 years, 2 months ago
I agree with everyone here on what happened to you involving with your family ruink :| and :*| *briefly begins to cry as a tear starts to roll down his face*, I feel your pain along with your sorrow but I need you to be brave and strong right now as we all ask God and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ to take the souls of the people you know in your own family into Heaven safely and let those who had died and passed way go peacefully into the afterlife and rest for all eternity. Just remember ruink, the people in your family that you know along with anyone else that you know will always be with you wherever you go near and far plus they will be watching you up from above in God's heavenly kingdom known as Heaven and make sure that they will keep you safe and out of danger at the same time no matter what happens to you ruink. I'm sorry about the death in your family ruink, I hope that you will be strong with everyone else one way or another and I will be praying for you while pass on my sympathy and my condolences to you and everyone else. I'll be praying for you along with everyone else ruink =...(, and I promise you that everything will be alright in the end for you no matter what :*(. *Hugs and more hugs with comforting, calming and cheer up hugs*
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
gptta ad,it that I wasn't expecting a prayer.  thanks for that, having someone pray for me feels good, really good =)
Shippo
5 years, 2 months ago
Im so sorry to hear that :(  *Hugs* If you ever wanna talk we are here for ya
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
good to know you're keeping  the door open
Shippo
5 years, 2 months ago
*Hugs* Always!  My door will ALWAYS be open when Im available :)
TheSuperProfessor
5 years, 2 months ago
I'm sorry for your lost. May God bless her in the afterlife.
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
yes, God bless.  thx 4 the kind words
ElfenSciuridae
5 years, 2 months ago
58 is young. Sorry for the loss. But she is in a better place right now.

You need a hug, you got it, Ruink.
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
hugs are nice, very nice...
ElfenSciuridae
5 years, 2 months ago
Three Words you do not want to hear in a hug - "I Can't Breathe!"

So... (*HUGS*)
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
I got that beat in two words.. "ribs... breaking!"
ElfenSciuridae
5 years, 2 months ago
LMAO! You got me with that one...
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
haha, I win
ElfenSciuridae
5 years, 2 months ago
Point and Match goes to Ruink!
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
now I just have to wait or stuff, wish me luck
ElfenSciuridae
5 years, 2 months ago
Good luck sent.
achthenuts
5 years, 2 months ago
That reminds me of our friend.
ruink
5 years, 2 months ago
that's what is going on in my world.  I wish I had a male character to get some sympathy nailing from one of your gals, but oh well...
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