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Give Me a Reason to Get Out of Bed?

I am just so angry, tired, bored, and sad...  Every day just seems to be getting worse than the last.  I can't get a job, I can't achieve anything, and I'm always so exhausted of seeing things fall apart around me.  I'm so filled with hatred for myself and everything around me.  Sometimes, I think my friends aren't people I actually love or even like... but the people I hate the least.

...So, yeah... give me a reason to bother even getting out of bed in the morning?  Because honestly, I'm having a hard fucking time finding one myself.
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Added: 5 years, 9 months ago
5 years, 9 months ago
So your just going to give up just because things aren't going your way?

There is no right or wrong answer, everything is what you make of it.  And if you see only what you want to see, then who am I to tell you how to live your life?
5 years, 9 months ago
It sounds like you have a depressive disorder. If so, you would probably do well to see a psychiatrist, even once. Barring that, a free clinic in your area may be able to diagnose you in some degree and start you on a medication plan. Depressive disorders are not something that's going to go away on their own without medication, but if you can treat them, you absolutely will get better.

If money is a concern, fret not, many SSRIs run you less than $20 a month even without insurance.
5 years, 9 months ago
Wow thats spooky cause thats how i feel sometimes. Believe me when i say it is hard but things can always look better. What i do to make myself forget my worries is watch anime. Doesnt have to be the latest shows or movies..could be an old one..or a piece of crap thats only good for a few laughs. But it helps.
5 years, 9 months ago
Eh, lately I have felt the same way, even if I haven't tried nearly as much as you it sounds like... I guess the answer is: make your own reason. For me, I don't really have a reason, but I do it just so I don't mope in bed all day and can get the most out of life, even if for some years now I haven't done much, even in my works of fanart I've gotten ideas for. :( But what do you want most out of your life? If you've got a greater goal you're aiming for in life, aim for that reason, if you have one. Of course, this may not be the best advice if you don't have one, but still: make your own reason to get out of bed. Do what you want, cause it's what YOU want and not cause other people expect it.

I'd be more of your friend than the ones you say you're friends with, but I haven't been talking to lots of people for a while and I tend to have enough I ignore regularly on a basis, and would hate to do that to you... anyway. Hope you feel better and sorry if this wasn't the best advice for you or that I could give. Hope it encourages you though, to find out what you want in life or are looking for, at least right now.
5 years, 9 months ago
Because things won't get better if you don't get out of bed. Plus for what little it might mean we're here to support you.
5 years, 9 months ago
Change only comes from effort, so if you apply effort to yourself and your life, eventually things will start getting better. Start by looking for help. Depression sucks, and it's great to have a therapist or someone close to talk to.

Hope you feel better soon, friend :)
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