I don't know how many of you know, but I am attending culinary school. The reasoning to this is that for a long time when I was with my ex, I developed a passion for food. I was scared to act on this passion because I didn't want to get in the way of my ex. I thought my job was to provide a moral support that I could not offer if occupied. But as I continue to mourn, I need to do something, and so school has been the choice.
I'm now three semesters into my degree, which is supposed to be two years in length. But soon comes the required internship. And what I want is to intern somewhere else... so my goal is Disney. I want to take an internship with them. I want to leave Indiana, at least for the summer.
The possibility has sparked an excitement within me that I have not felt in such a long time. A chance to make something of myself without the aid of the people around me! The chance to travel alone and to a place in which memories were never planted!
Possibly this means little to anyone else, but to me, this is my chance to shine. It's my opportunity to finally rise above all this mess and make something of my self. And as a result, my sorrows are starting to melt away under the bright sunlight of such an offer.
5 years, 1 month ago
29 Aug 2013 05:17 CEST