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I just wanna be dead...

I know that i am fucking annoying with these stupid sad journals but for some reason i feel like writing them...Long discussion with my father with him yelling at me...making feel like a shit....i have eat pratically nothing and i'm crying so much that my head and eyes hurts so bad but i just can't stop...And i'm really sorry to say that i feel too fucking sad,desperate and depressed to respond at roleplay that i am doing with all of you and i am so sorry about that but i just don't feel like rp today...so can some of you please kill me?because i don't know if i can do it myself...
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Added: 5 years, 5 months ago
5 years, 5 months ago
I  know  how  you  feel...the only thing you can do is fight for what you believe!You like me, we are human, we have feelings and cry!Do not be intimidated by the bad things, on the contrary, win on them with your inner power!Wish  you  the  best!^^
5 years, 5 months ago
*huggles u * dear please dont be sad.. im here with u... and dont kill youreself..<:(

U mean very much to me...  If youre sad i will be sad...
5 years, 5 months ago
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww im so sorry don't kill yourself not not worth it
5 years, 5 months ago
That's sad. I knew another guy who felt the same way. But, if it makes you feel any better, some people out there care about you.
5 years, 5 months ago
oh no Vale!! *ti abbraccia* Che cosa è successo? Se vuoi puoi parlarmene attraverso i pm...di che cosa avete discusso? Così mi fai preoccupare...prendi tutto il tempo che ti serve per riprenderti..non ti abbattere...ti auguro che tutta questa faccenda finisca per il meglio...e che tu ti riprenda al più presto...sfogati pure con le lacrime...so che le lacrime, per quanto ci fanno soffrire, ci aiutano a superare i momenti brutti...per cui è normale sentirsi così...a presto... <3 *abbraccione*
5 years, 5 months ago
Yeah, fighting with parents can really mess you up for a few days. But the pain does go away, just give it a little time, and keep your chin up!
5 years, 5 months ago
dont do it
why are you feeling bad
5 years, 5 months ago
hey i know exactly what youre feeling im not lying i have a cut from a few days ago on my wrist and i wish i had never had even thought of that path man you think you have it rough well think of the good things the things you have dont think of the things that you dont have it just makes it worse what i like to do when im feeling down i watch some 1993 sonic the hedgehog it allways makes me feel better or i go watch a stream or draw or just beat the shit out of my mattress it works but when i started cutting it was the worse damn thing i had ever done in my entire life dont ever go on that path everyone may not know you but hell it doesnt mean ppl dont like you hell i love your art so much i hate to see such a good artist go and i love everyone on inkbunny becuase they are my friends and i like that so dude dont do it i wish you will listen and come to youre senses and if all else fails go into youre room and fucking cry youre eyes out it isnt good to hold it in you need to let it out becuase when you doo that it becomes anger and rage wich may lead to some verry messy decisions so cry every once in a while i love crying it allways makes me feel better in the long run becuase i expressed it instead of bottling it all up but take the tears out and throw them onto the ground and dont ever let them back in it helps i promise if you ever need to talk im here almost all of the time but hell i know what your feeling right now plz life is good death is just stupid and not to be rude but death i must say is a verry pussy way to go its better to live i promise *huggles and kisses forehead * dont just dont
5 years, 5 months ago
Life gets better.  Don't end life.  It may not seem like it right now, but realize that even the times your sad are a precursor to the happiness you will feel later.  It will take time, but you must persevere!  When I was depressed and cried my eyes out I focused in on getting my life on the right course, and didn't take shit from anyone, not parents, not friends, no one.  I just rolled with the punches after awhile, but damned if they didn't still hurt.  It took me 2 years to get over it, but it was very worth it.  Invest yourself in things in life, do not doubt your resolve and keep on pushing towards the things you love, even if people give you shit for it.  Remember that any setback you can walk away from did NOT stop you from your journey, and even if you can't walk, you can still roll out!
3 years, 10 months ago
My dad used to be the same with me, and the more I stayed at his house, the more the negativity and irresponsbility soaked into me, until of 2 weeks ago, I decided to move to my moms house again, and everything is becoming better. I hope you will find/found a solution to your problems :( .
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