I thought I'd post a journal about SL because a friend of mine was talking about how his SL life is rather falling apart right now.
I haven't played Second Life in years. The reason for that is because playing as a little girl, I had a family and a good life when it all suddenly went crumbling down which was partially my fault. I lost a place to live, I lost most of my friends, and my family has completely shattered. I thought of playing a couple times since then, and even found a temporary family last year to take care of me while waiting for my current mom to come back online. It went wrong though and only lasted about a week. I had a huge project to work on so I told the temp family I'd be offline for a couple days to work on it. I was gone a day then I came back on and none of them were on. I changed my name for some pony RP and logged out. I was gone 2 more days for homework after that, and when I came back on I had been removed from the group, and had a nasty letter about how I was on an alt hiding from them. None of it made any sense. I still today have a strong urge to be part of a family but I just can't take it anymore. Most families on Second life don't really care about you. Only one lady ever cared for real, and I feel like I completely ruined it. We hardly talk anymore and I feel quite lonely.
Not trying to be all depressing or anything, I just felt like these things needed to be said to get my mind clear.
5 years, 6 months ago
24 Aug 2013 18:17 CEST