Nothing like a good ole disaster to knock me out of petty brooding. I feel like douche for neglecting my online pals just because i got the short end of the stick... sigh, i'm getting my act together and try to set things straight.
I guess for 2~3 months i lost interest with my online life because i let a comment get to me. Turned into an argument and everything went spiral. Got narrow minded, yeah... should have just stopped and turned my back but i just had to have the last word. Got depressed (broody) and turned away from all my online communities. Then i just recently my family and i are put on trial through a disaster , we had a mega storm and had our new house flooded (we had water waist heigh indoor and over 6 foot on our yard) got trapped for a while until water recede then had to rely on ration supply to get by. We just got power and communication back just a day ago and my body is still aching from all the cleaning we are doing. Looking in the local news where i know some of my fellow are still going through what just i've been through made me realize i'm having an angst like a moody teenager and i need to move on and help out. I also need to amend my relationship to friends i neglected.
To sjviper and to zander whom both had me do a commission, i'll be doing your arts for free because i was a jerk for not committing to my promise.
So many things to sort out, I better get started.
Wish me luck.
5 years, 3 months ago
22 Aug 2013 14:31 CEST