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I'm tired of pretending of being this perky happy little purple slut that everyone seems to enjoy. I'm not being that anymore when i talk to people, he's just a character one i don't particularly like all that much either.

I'm just going to say what i really feel now and be who i really am, well unless i'm talking about someone i hate, then I'll not mention their name. But other than that I'm not hiding behind a mask anymore I'm just sick and tired of it.

Truth is I'm a hatefull selfsish person who tries to be polite about everything when really soooooo many things burn me up on the inside. I'm tired of holding it in for the sake of no being rude. I'm gunna be rude and say what i mean and what i feel now.

I'm just so tired of faking being happy when behind the screen i'm a miserable sad sack of shit.

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Added:	10 years, 8 months ago 17 Aug 2013 02:40 CEST

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CyrusWolfie

10 years, 8 months ago

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Well alright then

Foxie03

10 years, 8 months ago

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I highly doubt this will make people think any different of you, You are who you are.

InuYami

10 years, 8 months ago

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@ Foxie03

I most certainly agree.

NemoTVChampion

10 years, 8 months ago

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Aw dude ;; if you need to talk just skype me <3

LupineAssassin

10 years, 8 months ago

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I'm here for you, too. ^^

Wakka

10 years, 8 months ago

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I don't think any less of ya because most of us have been there. X3

BlanchWarren

10 years, 8 months ago

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WHAT DO YOU WANT

RileyHyena

10 years, 8 months ago

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It's okay to be yourself, it'll help you sort out the fake friends from the real ones.

Soggy2002

10 years, 8 months ago

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I agree with Inazuma. I for one will always stick with those who speak their mind. I certainly like to, and it's much better than slinking off behind a mask that isn't really you. I'm glad to see another break out of it.

Lamia

10 years, 8 months ago

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if people only like you for what they think is you and not for what is really you then they didn't really like you in the first place

but, on the other side of the coin, do whatever makes you more comfortable and satisfied, if being a 'perky happy little purple slut' no longer gives you any satisfaction then perhaps it is time to think on yourself

PlatinumPen

10 years, 8 months ago

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You be you not the you that others want you to be. If you ever need a friendly ear just tell me in a PM and I'll shoot you my skype info.

DjChris

10 years, 8 months ago

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Edited 10 years, 8 months ago by Owner

Yo man you really got courage let out your true it best you do that than being something you're not, let out what you need to say I support you all the way

Kirapac

10 years, 8 months ago

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lol, we're all characters on this site. You think any of us would act like this in real life? Look around in public, like 10% of them do things behind the scenes that are separate and completely unlike how they act in everyday living. You'd never even know who

Kaheiyattsu

10 years, 8 months ago

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@ Kirapac

well i guess furries are all just a bunch of people playing pretend

Kirapac

10 years, 8 months ago

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@ Kaheiyattsu

Not just furries; it seems like for any kind of positive social interactions nowadays, one must put on heirs. Unless a person generally finds pleasure and entertainment in perceived social norms, embedded in us as such by tv, our peers, and other social media, the only outlet seems to be anonymity. Unless someone has the balls to be a renegade and live life in a unique way, in which case he or she must sacrifice other endeavors of life. I'm sounding confusing, but in short I'm saying that there's nothing wrong with basically being 2-4 separate people in one, so long as all of those so called personas are true to your own pleasures, entertainment, goals, aspirations, and lifestyle choice. I for example have 3 extremely different lives and hell even my personality varies so greatly between them that you would never guess any of them were from the same person than the others. 3pac is my smallest and least important of these, but I do use it around the internet, such as youtube and as the rule 34 artist I'm being now. But it isn't really pretending Kahei, it's just another part of me, and the beauty is that I can call upon any of my 3 separate personas whenever I feel like it and I don't have to mix them. Which would be a very bad idea for my main persona as a real life medical professional

Kaheiyattsu

10 years, 8 months ago

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@ Kirapac

wow for a parody porn artist you sure to type alot on such a subject, and to be honest was too long and i didnt read it because i'm lazy to put it bluntly

asknot

10 years, 8 months ago

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I'd offer to help, but I'm not sure there's anything I can do, other than offer someone similar to yourself with which to commune.

krezz

10 years, 8 months ago

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I don't think that's an issue. Behind your monitor there's a world of fiction and appearances, everyone should be aware about that :)

Kickinthehead

10 years, 8 months ago

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@ krezz

1. everyone is courageous on the web because anyone can say anything hiding behind a keyboard
2. none of the shit you do on the internet (personal business) really fucking matters to thousands of others and people will say the worst things they can. grow a tough skin
3. everyone can block you if you don't follow there belief or criticize them and their "perfect world"

NoirtheUmbreon

10 years, 8 months ago

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Like i said things are good, don't think any less of you

Kickinthehead

10 years, 8 months ago

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lol at least you admit it unlike most of the rest of the idjits here. but hey things change so look on the brightside

GreenPika

10 years, 8 months ago

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I can sympathize. I think more people need to speak their minds and not hide behind a persona. I don't know you, so I could be wrong but hating things doesn't automatically make you a sack of shit. Truth is, there are a LOT of BAD things in the world right now that are VERY much worth hating. :/

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