I'm tired of pretending of being this perky happy little purple slut that everyone seems to enjoy. I'm not being that anymore when i talk to people, he's just a character one i don't particularly like all that much either.
I'm just going to say what i really feel now and be who i really am, well unless i'm talking about someone i hate, then I'll not mention their name. But other than that I'm not hiding behind a mask anymore I'm just sick and tired of it.
Truth is I'm a hatefull selfsish person who tries to be polite about everything when really soooooo many things burn me up on the inside. I'm tired of holding it in for the sake of no being rude. I'm gunna be rude and say what i mean and what i feel now.
I'm just so tired of faking being happy when behind the screen i'm a miserable sad sack of shit.
5 years, 4 months ago
17 Aug 2013 02:40 CEST