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yiharbin

I want to cry...

I want to cry
I want to scream
But I know not why

I know not from where these feelings come
Know I not what inspired them
I feel fear
I feel guilt
I don't know why!
I do not know to whom I have wronged
I do not know what I am afraid of other than not knowing what it is that causes me this fear....
I do not know...
It is like a sound that comes from no direction
It is not a haunting phantom, but rather a globe that encompases me... it comes from everywhere, yet at the some time, nowhere....
I do not know what to do....
This is NOT a poem, this is how I can express myself...
I am... confused... and concerned....
Reason, emotion, feeling, life, understanding, confusion... all of it is like a rubix cube that I once had sorted out, then it mixed itself beyond repair.........
I feel so lost...
 The world... my little world has shifted around me, beneath my very feet, it has moved, changed, shifted... in the blink of an eye, unprovoked...
I don't know what is wrong or what happened.....
Everything is so strange.... feels so foreign....not even that, it is as though the world is happening outside of this little globe and I am watching it all transpire from the inside, the inside outside of time and space, a sort of limbo or purgitory, surrounded by nothing but this strange fear and guilt that only exists in this little globe..... these feelings don't stem from the future... nor the past... nor the present, they have no time, nor origin... they merely exist.... and they have dragged me into their realm, making me a ghost in this one... trapping me... inprisoning me in this globe where nothing is real... except remorse, guilt, fear, sorrow... all without stem, thus without resolution or end.....

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Help me..................
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Added: 5 years, 3 months ago
 
MaraschinoBunny
5 years, 3 months ago
......gently pulls you in my arms. "I am here with you. I am light I clens away the pane fear sarow and guilt leaving in its wand traquilty look apon me and away from your globe. my words are power here me. I am not a threat I am a guide a friend friends are light."
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