, fought with him, a lot of other things I'm not proud of just to get him away from me, yet he still hung on.
All I did cause I was scared, scared of how things would be in real life. I was scared that, maybe we've been online for so long, 4 years+ to be exact, that we just don't got that spark in real life. That, maybe when he's here we'd just be so awkward, things would be so weird that we just can't do the ''real life'' thing.
Everything I ever threw at him, did to him, did to our relationship he just hung onto me, tight, patched everything up, made me feel like the luckiest person in the world, I didn't deserve it, I thought he was a damn fool, he was desperate.
But I've never been so wrong in my whole life.
When he walked through the terminal at exactly 12pm Monday night, and I saw him, I felt like my heart skipped a beat, he instantly saw me in the crowd and ran up to me, I didn't even need to call him, and stopped, and we just stared at each other until he can mutter the words ''holy shit...''
Everything was just pure happiness for me from then on out. The past week has been the best of my life. Our first kiss was absolutely amazing, you know in those movies, when people say that when their lips touch it's like sparks fly? That's how it is between us...it's amazing. He holds me and cuddles me with whatever chance we get, whispers the sweetest things in my ear, when I was sad today he made me feel amazing again with just his sweet words, I remember them so precise.
''I wouldn't be kissing you right now if I didn't love your body...I wouldn't be kissing you right now if I didn't think you were the sexiest person in existence... if I had a ring right now, I'd propose to you, you are the one I want to spend my life with...you're my queen, I live to serve you...''
We went out earlier and he held onto me any chance he got, locking lips with me while everyone else just stared.
We lay on bed and in the livingroom for hours on end, just gazing in each other's eyes, and kissing. Any kind of kissing, soft, sweet, romantic, passionate, aggressive, deep, tongue, licking, shoving our tongues in each other's mouths, you name it, we just lay there, for hours, and hours, and even more if my parents and family can stop being so bothersome about me doing things for them...
We have so many laughs and play fights together, I've never laughed so much in my life, and neither did I think he could.
I can honestly say...this past week is the best in my life, and I got another month and more with him, and I can't wait...I know where my heart truly belongs now.