Don't known why.. but i remembered how much i enjoyed play Call of Duty 3 (no, not moder warfare, i mean the old one, the first one made by treyarch), i know wasn't the best of the series but it had multiplayer splitscreen, and enjoyed that playing with 4 friends lot of hours back on the first days of the 360... my brother told me couple of months ago that is not available for playing online anymore, i wasn't surprised becouse i heard many games i used to enjoy got their online function killed ( medal of honor for psp was one of them, back when i started to live alone, and the only thing i had to spend the night was and old crt tv and my psp... forced myself to move from my parents house becouse i didn't had enought space there (shared a room with my brother) to do what i do now.. working with many computers and artists...
Anyway, it was 8am and decided to try by myself if it was truth and unexpectedly the game online function worked, when i was waiting to try playing it online (after years i believe) i remembered this was the last FPS that i played, as soon the game started and notice my eyes was not able to focus, all was blurry, don't know if my sight got worst or is just becouse i have a big tv now.. leaved the game and returned to the main menu, i was listening the music with a nostalgia feeling for a while and then notice the year... it was made 2006 ...damn, 7 years already?....
i returned to the xbox dashboard (the main menu) and started to browse between all the xbox live arcade games that i have... so many games, some of them are retro, saw the sonic ones , and remembered how i wanted to have all the sonic games on my xbox, and nowdays i'm mostly a pc gamer... so many games that i used to play, specially the old ones, joust, castlevania, doom... saw the monkey island remastered game,.. and then the intro of it (they put the pixelated version for the first seconds before going hd once the game really start)... i pushed select to return to the original version and i saw those pixels that i used to see back in the 90's, my imagination used to fly with those pixels and the hd version doesn't let me use my imagination someway.... the music of monkey island was still on my head when suddenly got the feeling of vomit... i didn't had my breakfast yet... so i didn't throw up... felt like discovering something on me died on these latests years, where i can't find any fun playing games like the latest god of war (loved the first games of the series) or the new DMC (spectacular graphics)... i turned off the xbox, decided to put some music and, i'm starting to work now, but that feeling on my guts doesn't leave me yet, even an hour after that... seriously.. is like i want to throw up the emptyness of my stomach...
5 years, 7 months ago
09 Aug 2013 16:49 CEST