It's like no one has any actual words of support or sympathy for me, they either forget I have a male body and assume I should be happy with my non-exsistant breasts, or make jokes about it. Nothing pisses me off more than people who think I'm already in the body I should have, I'm not! I hate my body! I hate my small hips, I hate my thick eyebrows, I hate every follicle of hair that is not on the top of my head, and most of all, I hate my flat chest!
Other friends I have, ones who are transgender like me, they're either already taking hormones, or have already completed their transition. As happy as I am for them, I can't be more jealous! Especially one who, well, let's just say she excelled in the part I want to...
The conditions I'm in... it's too restrictive! I'm a girl who must continue pretending to be the guy she appears to be, even when the rest of me is screaming. Nobody will believe I'm a girl because I don't look like one, and I can't dress like one because you don't buy a dress for a guy...
5 years, 6 months ago
22 Jul 2013 01:26 CEST