I'm using my android phone so hopefully everyone can see this. I'm a bit annoyed right now. there are some things that makes you wonder is it all worth it? I finally have a job that I like to do in order to make people happy. but I feel that all my efforts are for not simply because of priority. I what to have something big. Something that others will compliment on. but I always have to take care of bills rent and others. if someone wants some more pots and pans or a new video game or a DLC. Even a flat screen TV or something. Those can easily be purchased. a few hundred here and there, no problem. I what something like a better place to live. a new fur suit. fast height and computer. but that is something more than $500.
I feel that if I get those things, everyone will question my choices. That's why I feel down every once in awhile. Everything and everyone has to be taken care of first before me. Sure I got a commission here and there. But I can get that without any complaint. The major goals that I want though, seems impossible to get. I will keep working and I will keep everyone happy. But I won't hold my breath if I were to get anything major of my own.
5 years, 4 months ago
11 Jul 2013 19:58 CEST