Preparing for the Goodbye...

by Puggy

For almost all my life, when I was sad, or when I was happy, I could always count with her, my lovely daschund Luluka, and now she is 14 years old, completing 15 in december, but the thing is.... I... I am not sure she will complete 15 years.... I was at my mother's house a couple hours ago and she looked so fragile.... she was so skinny... she can't see well, she is blind on her left eye, and after we could sucessfully remove her breast cancer(in march of this year, she lived with me all the time until them), we hoped she would have a good health for some more years but she became weak and we found a tumor on one of her fingers on her left hindpaw... and it is making her unable to walk properly.... I can't look at her like this..... it is so much painful... I love her, but I don't know if I can bear another visit.... maybe a last one... and.... forget it...... I can't write anymore now...

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Added:	10 years, 9 months ago 03 Jul 2013 01:52 CEST

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Charliemon

10 years, 9 months ago

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*hugs* ; _ ;

Thecolliefan

10 years, 9 months ago

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It hurts to see them like this.

Neos8

10 years, 9 months ago

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im sorry to hear that
at the least you sat with her till the very end

bigd33309

10 years, 9 months ago

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I feel your pain Puggy, and furthermore I also pass on my sympathy to you along with my heartfelt feelings in the form of comfort, peace, courage and calmness =[. Also, I'm really sorry about what you're going through and I hope that you cope with this major situation and this major loss. Never forget the good times you had with your friend Luluka the daschund, and also never forget the great moments you had with Luluka. Even if you have to face losing a great friend in the form of an animal, or even in the form of an actual human being just be at your best friend's side until it's time for that friend to go with God and go peacefully and silently to sleep forever as he or she makes his or her journey to Heaven or in this case the Kingdom of God. Do me a favor if you have or have not done it already, please be at your friend's side and pray to God and the Lord himself that they help end your sick friend's pain and suffering plus help her enjoy a graceful and happy death along with falling into a deep eternal sleep and taking her soul and her whole self into Heaven. Again, I'm sorry about everything and I hope that you will be brave and strong so that you can prepare to say goodbye to your best friend Luluka and let her get ready to go and depart for Heaven peacefully and quietly. One more thing I just wanted to tell you, I recently had lost a dog named Buster who passed away which was a German shepherd mix while I was growing up, and also I had recently lost a cat by the name of Matilda Mae Furbish which was a Maine coon when I was getting up for breakfast while getting up at around 12:12 PM after sleeping in late. Above all I heard my mother crying from her bedroom, I ran in to see what was wrong I saw her looking over at our cat lying there on the bed with her eyes wide open and not moving which meant that Matilda had gone to Heaven and died afterwards which also made me cry in despair but I knew with my mom that Matilda was not suffering anymore but was now at peace was going to watch us from up above in Heaven peacefully. My advice, you will always remember your friends in your heart even if they're alive or not and they will always be with wherever you go in spirit. *gives you mellow yet sad heartfelt hugs and cheer up kisses ; _ ;*.

PrinceLeon

10 years, 9 months ago

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i hope she gets better

IGAKattack

10 years, 9 months ago

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*hugs* Always remember the good times.

mairusu

10 years, 9 months ago

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oh damn
This is so sad puggy
i dont know what can i said
Buddy.. dont let she see you sad, im sure she dont want that.
Pass more time with her.
Enjoy every moment when you are at her side.
Mayde inside you dont feel good but if this dont have solution, make her happy
*hugs you*
My bless for ur family

midnight66

10 years, 9 months ago

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get well soon.