For almost all my life, when I was sad, or when I was happy, I could always count with her, my lovely daschund Luluka, and now she is 14 years old, completing 15 in december, but the thing is.... I... I am not sure she will complete 15 years.... I was at my mother's house a couple hours ago and she looked so fragile.... she was so skinny... she can't see well, she is blind on her left eye, and after we could sucessfully remove her breast cancer(in march of this year, she lived with me all the time until them), we hoped she would have a good health for some more years but she became weak and we found a tumor on one of her fingers on her left hindpaw... and it is making her unable to walk properly.... I can't look at her like this..... it is so much painful... I love her, but I don't know if I can bear another visit.... maybe a last one... and.... forget it...... I can't write anymore now...
5 years, 5 months ago
03 Jul 2013 01:52 CEST