Siting here in the silence i wonder.
Do i have any reason to be here?
Any reason to keep going in this meaningless life...
The silence scares me.
Reminds me of a life alone.
Points out that no one cares.....
Then a small sound breaks the silence.
A small remider of what i do have.
A simple Messege on a dimly lit screen.
Just a short greeting from a friend,
Or a quick love note from my lover.
And the silence broken for a time.
I realize that i have reasons to continue.
Reasons to love.
Memories to make and hold close.
I realize i may not have many friends,
But they will always stand up for me.
And i will do the same.
I have my love.
To cherish, protect, and hold close.
To live a happy life with.
But after a time, the silence returns.
Claiming hold on what it owns.
Returning the thoughts of being alone.
Until that small screen lights up.
Reminding me of what i have.
Reminding me im not alone.....
5 years, 5 months ago
13 Jun 2013 05:52 CEST