My family is still causing me ridiculously high amounts of stress. The only offer I had for a roommate got shut down. I'm starting to think that my work schedule is rapidly degrading my physical and psychological health. I can't afford to eat right. Almost every fast food place and most gas stations are closed by the time I'm eating dinner. I have no sleep schedule, and my circadian rhythm is like an amateur dubstep song. There is more as well. Just not the kind of things I want to be making public. I feel like a terrible friend. I feel like an even worse mate. Just out of curiosity, does anyone here still consider me their friend? I could really use some emotional support. I gave a bunch of people my number, but hardly anyone sends me any messages (and to the one person who does, it always brightens my day even at work where I can't respond immediately). I'm not entirely sane, stable, or healthy if I haven't made it abundantly clear. I just don't know what to do. I can't get away from here without money, but making money is breaking me in every other way.
5 years, 2 months ago
08 Jun 2013 15:25 CEST