I once had a childhood friend who one day after school removed the top half of his head with a shotgun. He didn't say he was going to. He didn't "attempt" suicide. He wanted to die, and he did.
I have had many, MANY pathetic acquaintances since who use the threat of suicide as a springboard to get attention or force things their way. These people disgust me. Using death as a crybaby way of dealing with reality is weak. Such people don't deserve the beauty life offers since they seem so willing to snuff it for petty crap.
If you ever mention suicide to me it had best be in a post-mortem note. Even then I'll accept that you were too weak to enjoy life to its fullest so good riddance. Saying you'll kill yourself is the fastest way to be thrown out of my life and emotions for good. I can't waste my life and energy mourning your death when it's what you claim you want.
Don't ever, ever try to use such a pathetic trick on me.
Many of you will find this cold and heartless. Frankly, I don't care. I've held Death's hand twice and looked him in the eye often.
I don't give pity to quitters. I help the fighters.
5 years, 2 months ago
05 Jun 2013 03:18 CEST