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Kinshuka

Game. Set. Match.

I battled. I've fought my heart out. I've tried everything I can. And where has it got me? No where. In a nutshell, she wants a divorce. She hasn't thought about anyone else other than herself. She isn't thinking about the fact that our son is waking up on a nightly basis, crying because he misses me so much. Tonight truely broke my heart. She let him call me just so he could hear my voice, and it took everything I had not to break down on the phone. As soon as the call ended, all I can say is thank god I'm with my mum and not alone. This has been the hardest time of my life, and I'm hating every single moment of it. I'm hating the fact that this marriage has broken, no matter how hard I've tried to fix it. I hate the fact that with all I sacrificed, it all means nothing. Yes, I have two beautiful children, but I wont be able to see my children on a daily basis. Thats whats going to be the hardest thing for me. Not seeing my son, my daughter. I honsetly couldn't care about my now ex-wife. I knew she'd choose herself at the end of this. I just want my children to know that this isn't their fault.

Thankfully they are young enough that they'll get used to only seeing dad every month or so. But this isn't how I wanted my relationship with my children to be. I wanted to be there with them 24/7. But this is how things have to be now. So it's not my children that are going to be the only ones that are going to be getting used to things. So yeah. Right now I'm depressed. Utterly depressed. But we all know I'll pick myself up, dust myself down and continue. It's just how I am. I'll get knocked down, but I'll get back up.
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Added: 7 years, 7 months ago
 
Gobby
7 years, 7 months ago
*huggles* Hang in there bunny.  :(
frostcat
7 years, 7 months ago
I hope things will pull through for you in the long run Kin.
Kinshuka
7 years, 7 months ago
They should, hun. All I really need to do is just get myself a job and my own place. I dont want to live with my mum forever :P
Ultratails42
7 years, 7 months ago
I'm so sorry hun. *hugs*
Arcturus
7 years, 7 months ago
Can you not work towards getting custody?
Kinshuka
7 years, 7 months ago
No, its not best for the kids since I'm currently living with my mum in my old room. I'm also unemployed. I'm happy with joint custody. I know she wont do anything stupid with them, so all I really need to worry about is getting myself on my feet again.
Reohajj
7 years, 7 months ago
If only she knew what not seeing both parents does to children. My mother was smart enough to have shared custody so I could be with my dad at least every other weekend. Unfortunately it seems your ex-wife isn't aware of what she is doing to your (plural) children. You might be forced to battle for shared custody, because there is no way they'll be okay with seeing you only once a month. Fight for what is right, for your children's sake.
Kinshuka
7 years, 7 months ago
We'll be doing joint custody, hun ^.^ so you dont need to worry about all that.
Reohajj
7 years, 7 months ago
Oh, well that's one big hurtle placed avoided. Good luck with the rest of it darling. Hopefully your next relationship will work out better.
Shokuji
7 years, 7 months ago
Sorry to hear it. =( *hugs tightly* You know you have your friends to support you. I hope you can get things worked out on the legal side to your favor. She's the one causing the problems here, just make sure you write these details down and have a good defense. I know things will get better. *hugs again*
Kinshuka
7 years, 7 months ago
Thanks love. -Noses and licks- Things'll be ok, trust me.
DOtter
7 years, 7 months ago
Good luck, my friend.
Kinshuka
7 years, 7 months ago
Thank you ^.^ -Clings to the otterytail for comfort-
DOtter
7 years, 7 months ago
You're welcome. *leans back, does taxes as poor rabbit clings, glancing at you periodically* Take your time. ^_-
Kinshuka
7 years, 7 months ago
<.< >.> Take my time, hmmmm?

-Chains himself to the tail-

BWAHAHAHA!
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