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Giving time to the time...

Sometimes I think about how I am taking my life...  Like today, I had a very deep insight of my professional plans,I saw that the college I wanted to go to don't have a fine art course, and nearly none of the colleges here have it. I became very desperate at the time, thinking what would I do, my art is the only thing I know how to do...   Then a phrase I always told myself about diplomas popped in my mind:  "There is no use of a diploma when you don't know how to do what you studied for, knowing how to do it is more important than a piece of paper..."

Then another thing about me had my attention: I'm still in school,finishing my high-school... I am still a kid... I don't know how to drive neither have a car... I still have to call my mom every time I go out and have to be home by nightfall...  I still watch spongebob and the holidays special...   I still love toys stores and dinossaurs(and this will probably never change xD)...     So...  in conclusion, I am pushing myself too hard...  my first job as an illustrator was when I was when I was barely 17...   I want to try...  to experiment... to have the chance to have success or fail by my own...   I want to feel complete as an artist, free to try whathever I want...  

So I decided: When I finish this school year, I will take my time to grow not only as an artist, but as a person, I will finish school and study art in a private art school, take as many courses I can from there, and study art by myself...

Good things always come to those ho do what they love the most...
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Added: 5 years, 12 months ago
5 years, 12 months ago
i know that feelin.. i wish the best for you in ur plans.
I can't said i reach my purpose of life but at least im a kinda happy, and thats good for me.

And you absolutly right with that phrase.
By the way, watch cartoons, have toys and love dinasours isn't neceesary for kids you know..

PS: i can't drive neither u.u

*hugs da puggy*
5 years, 11 months ago
Yeah...  well, its not exactly that, I feel, that at the same time that I am "late" with my life, and that I am somewhat pushing myself too hard...   idk...

but its nice to see that I am not the only one :)
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