Not to be a drama queen, but my regret is that my drawing skills are not top of the line not because I want to be “famous” nor because I could draw anything I wanted without much trouble. My regret is such that my skills aren’t enough to pay tribute to friends and anyone I would love to please when they wish me to draw something for them. It depresses me that what I can do for someone just comes out horribly and cannot make anyone truly happy.
Its been more than ten years including 2 of those years where I had a massive art block on which I could not even draw a stick figure no matter how hard I wanted to continue, it was a living hell. I picked up writing to compensate the danger of losing my creativity and even then it was not enough. Now that I was able to draw anything again I am more or less in the same boat of despair.
I hate not being able to meet other's expectations.
5 years, 5 months ago
18 May 2013 21:30 CEST