I feel like I need to make an public apology to everyone. I been such an ass these past months talking about, "I'm leaving the fandom" and such. I'm realizing what I'm doing to my friends and family hasn't been fair to them or to the other furs that has worst problems than me. Honestly I don't deserve any watchers on here, on IB or twitter. Also destroying my reputation by being joyful one day and then depressed the next day is just out of hand.
Not only for that, also for leaving the fandom back in 2009. There was no reason to leave even though I was banned from here for an argument with a snooty artist and a power hungry moderator. That shouldn't have left then and I shouldn't leave now. I destroyed a chance to fit in completely with my generation of new furries, but instead; I'm in a generation where everyone is under aged and had an account for a couple of months.
I already know I have plenty of problems that will be difficult (like jealously, rage and sadness when ignored or rejected) but I have to work through it and pull myself together if I plan to stay on these site. So I'm going to say again: Sorry for wasting your time.
5 years, 5 months ago
15 May 2013 12:04 CEST