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Natoo

I know I owe everyone here an explanation so, Here it is.

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Hello every one

Well, where to began… Okay.

As most of you know Tinsju and I got married this past september. But what almost none of you knew was that as soon as he got back from the honeymoon, His grandparents told him that the marriage was crossing the line. By marrying a WHITE American he had brought shame onto them and the family name. They told him that if he didn't come to his sense and get our marriage annulled they would cut him out of the family and the family's money.

Well, He got our marriage annulled. After the honeymoon we moved back to the US instead of Thailand. the reason is I felt safer here then anywhere else, that is all I'm going to say on that matter, so on with the story.

Since we moved back to the US, Tinsju still had to run one of his family businesses, so he opened an office here and had hired some people to help run the company from over seas. Well Tinsju started having an affair with one of the men he hired to help him. I caught wind of it and confronted Tinsju about the matter. He told me he had a one time thing with the man (Found out a BIG FUCKING LIE THE ASSHOLE WAS SLEEPING WITH EVERYONE BUT ME….).

Sorry… He told me that he had a one time fling with the man, and afterwards the guy tried to blackmail Tinsju and this company for Sexual Harassment, if he didn't make him a "Kept Man". I found out who it was and I went to confront the men. When I told him there was no way I was going to let this happen that he needed to just move on, he said "Or what, You can't do anything." and Shoved me hard. Hands to the gods I don't know what happen, All I remember was setting on his chest Bitch slapping him my fingernails cutting up his face. When the police showed the took me to jail for assault.

I posted A Journal about being a large man covered in blood setting in the corner of a holding area crying his eyes out. At the time I would not explain why, but now you Know. Anyways

Later that night Tinsju had his family pull some strings and got the man to drop the charges and I finally got out of jail. When I did, Tinsju told me the real truth about past affaires and about his family demand to cut me out of his life. In anger I told him that by May 10th he needed to pick either me or his families money. Well the night before I asked him if he had a answer yet. He got a very scary look in his eyes and jumped up, looked at me with a fire in his eyes I have NEVER seen, and without a word he walked out slamming the door and drove off in his car leaving a LONG tire tread mark all the way down the street.

A bout an hour later I got a text reading "I'm going back home, I lov U"

about half a day later, I received another text saying. "I'm Home and I will be sending your stuff to you. GOOD BYE".

So I guess what I'm telling you is Tinsju and I are no longer together, I have been crushed but with the help of my dear sweet friends I am getting through this. To those Friends I want to say thank-you deeply from the bottom of my soul.

Some may ask what will happen with The Tinsju and TK stories, well that's easy "Love Star was the final story in that saga. I was working on another one to be the last one, but every time I look at it I just brake down bawling. So some day I well tell you Little Bora's story but right now its just to painful, and I'm not strong enough to push through it at this time.

I am sorry to those I have latched out at. I hope you can for give this old puma.

I am still Teo the puma that loves to spread love and joy, but please bare with me until I can work through this.

Thank-you all for your time and for reading this VERY long winded explanation.
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Added: 5 years, 7 months ago
 
Keristrasza
5 years, 7 months ago
Im sorry darlin
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
thank-you for understanding.
EvilDog
5 years, 7 months ago
*hugs* don't worry we're here for you
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
and for that I'm very happy for your friendship.
KonnorNicolau
5 years, 7 months ago
That's quite the situation...  Jeez, take as much space as you need, I can't blame you in the slightest.

I've honestly not...  gotten to know you much at all, but still, that's really awful...  *hugs tightly*  ><
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
thank-you for your kind words
Luniar
5 years, 7 months ago
*holds you close and hopes u dont mind the boobs in ur face* Im so sorry this happened to you sweetie if you want more people to talk to my skype is on my page feel free to chat with me
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
*Hugs back deeply, despite the boobs* +^_^+ Its alright I love yours hugs.
Luniar
5 years, 7 months ago
lol wewt!
Drathen
5 years, 7 months ago
i am so sorry bro. that just not right. and i am here for you if you need to talk or just a shoulder to cry on. "Hugs you tight and licks your cheek."
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
I have no more tears. after weeks of crying about everything I'm all dry. Its dear friends like you that has made this bearable.
Drathen
5 years, 7 months ago
well im glade i can be here for you hun. "Hugs tight."
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
So am I. *BIG HUGS* Thank-you big brother
Drathen
5 years, 7 months ago
your more then welcome ^_^
Nightborn
5 years, 7 months ago
I don't know what to say.  It was horrible what he did to you.  I think you wanting to stay with him after he had cheated several times might've been a potential mistake, but I would've assumed you two would've tried consoling.  I think the first sign that were problems was when he had the marriage annulled.  I understand that being cutoff from family and not able to talk with them again.  I believe he should've argued and ask why the marriage 'ruined' their name.  Love can't 'ruin' anything.  But if you have him your blessing for the annulment, then maybe it wouldn't have been a warning sign.  I think he brought more shame to his family as being a cheating and lying scumbag.

It was a mistake to go and confront the man, face to face, that Tinsju was cheating with.  That's most likely why you got charged with assault.  But I am glad that you managed to get out of it without getting charged.

Personally for your stories, I'll suggest of what a psychologist had suggested when you've lost someone.  Get rid of all the stuff that reminds you of them.  If you want people to be able to read the stories, that's fine, but I would put them somewhere that you don't go normally or would be able to look at regularly.  Being reminded of them is only going to make the pain worse.  And unlike the Offspring song, to suffer doesn't show how much you really cared.  It's an unnecessary torture.

My advice for right now is to be kind to yourself.  Don't think of what happen as your fault, as it truly wasn't.  It was good that you made an ultimatum, to truly see where his loyalties lie.  It would've been worse if he stayed when he didn't love you enough to stay loyal and has his family come first instead of equal, or in more of this case have you come first.  Make sure to keep in contact and try to do things with friends and family.  Do things you find enjoyable.  When you have an emotion come over, experience it in a non-harmful way then move on.  Being married to him, it's more than likely going to take a long time for you to be able to get over the pain of the end of the relationship, especially in how much the jerk has hurt you.  And if he tries to come back, don't let him.  He had made his choice.  And from advice of many people, when a cheater is forgiven and taken back just on his word, they most likely cheat again.  He has hurt you enough, you don't need him back in your life for him to do that again.  Hopefully, you will find a person later on in life you'll love as much and who will stand by you no matter what.  Take it easy and hope you'll be able to get through this horrible time.
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
Well, as for the stories They are not just stories of Him and Teo, they mean a lot to me and I'll never remove them, They define just who Teokosu was and has become.

One day I'll finish the last story, but right now the wound is just to fresh.

no family only friends to surround myself with. and as far as me doing things for myself, that's not me, I like to doat on others. Making others happy is what make me happy.
Nightborn
5 years, 7 months ago
Like I said, anything you can do to make yourself happy.  If that includes doting and doing things for them, more power to you.  There may be times you may want to be alone, but sure it doesn't keep you isolated from others.
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
No, I'm tired of being alone... Even when I was with Tinsju I hid away. I want to be around others again like when I was young, I want to love and be loved... but don't we all.
alonelywolf
5 years, 7 months ago
I am so sorry bud :/ *hugs tightly*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
*hugs back* thank-you hugs are always welcome.
LittleOrion
5 years, 7 months ago
Oh man, that sounds like an awfully terrible story.
*rubs on your ears*
it actually pains my usual heart of stone.  I'm here if you need a friend, too. Just like everyone else who posted on this journal, you have a lot of support!
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
and it's that support that is getting me thrugh this... I thank you all
LittleOrion
5 years, 7 months ago
Excellent. *licks at* nahm <3
TellyLittle
5 years, 7 months ago
*hugs*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
*Hugs telly back* thank-you brother
Liquidhalo231
5 years, 7 months ago
*hugs* I'm not usually one for hugs, hell it's very rare I give them out but you seem to need one more than anyone.
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
I'm honored, thank-you for your sweet kindness.
Shokuji
5 years, 7 months ago
That brought me to tears... I'm so sorry that happened to you.

The only consolation I can see is that you found out sooner than later, it would have been much worse if you found out later.

I'm here for you, my friend. [hugs tight] =/
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
I know I have such sweet friends like you, that helps me get through this.
JeffyCottonbun
5 years, 7 months ago
*hugs warmly* That's terrible D:
I hope you manage to get past these unfortunate events quickly...
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
thank-you king I mean jeffy
Charliemon
5 years, 7 months ago
Jesus titty fucking Christ... well that's a lot to happen to a person. christ
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
well it is what it is... thank-you
cooncub
5 years, 7 months ago
I about cried reading this. I'm sorry for all you went thru with him and the cheating upon you. You seem to be handling it better then most and I know you'll get over it but will take along time. ''HUGS'' to you and stay focused on the future.
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
I am thanks only to help and surrport of my friends.
Ultratails42
5 years, 7 months ago
I am so sorry *hugs*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
thank-you, all these hugs are making it a lot easier on me, I will say that.
PlatinumPen
5 years, 7 months ago
-sighs deeply after reading your story-
I know your pain, I know it all to well as my heart bears a fresh scar of love betrayed as well.
-hugs you and holds you tight-
But know this each day is a new day and love is truly a living and organic thing and it will always find a way, know that each day brings a chance for new love a way to find a person to brighten your day, to make you feel loved and whole.

If you ever need someone to talk to or just a friendly ear, PM me.
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
Thank-you for your words of inspiration. =^_^=
PlatinumPen
5 years, 7 months ago
-blushes deep red- You didn't have to watch me because I dropped a few good words of wisdom I mean all I am is a small nobody in the corners of IB barely even a decent wordsmith.
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
I watched you so I would remember to check out your stories, not because you commented. :(
PlatinumPen
5 years, 7 months ago
Surprised O_o no one seems to watch me for my stories. I do hope you like them then.
LupusDaemon
5 years, 7 months ago
Aww, Natoo, I'm sorry to hear that man. I'll let ya know right now that I'm always here to talk. I mean, we may have a time difference or somethin, but I'll reply when I'm able.
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
thank-you its nice to know. =^_^=
LupusDaemon
5 years, 7 months ago
No problem. I'm glad I didn't have tinsju in my story.
Kadm
5 years, 7 months ago
That's really brutal. I hope that things start goin better for you! Take the best from it that you can, and leave the rest behind.
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
Thank-you I well. =^_^=
RokukeShiba
5 years, 7 months ago
Well shows how he really thinks of you when he annulled the marriage.

*hugs* in the long run your better off without him
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
=^_^=
Felipillo
5 years, 7 months ago
I don't know who you are. but a certain white tiger told me to come.
just want to let you know that if you do ever need someone to talk and support, let me know. add me to Skype or anything you desire. I want to help you through this buddy. I'm sorry things went like that, but you got my full support and affection.
*hugs your body firmly*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
Thank-you *Hugs back*
Felipillo
5 years, 7 months ago
Foxie ish interested to talk to you~ =3  
Perhaps we can talk a little and be fuzzies~
Tycloud
5 years, 7 months ago
*Moons you, ...oh wait..."Hugs you, as well*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
Thank-you ty I can always count on you for a giggle. *Kisses you gently on the cheek, before lapping at it with my tongue… Also kisses your face.* =>///<=
LexiTheFox
5 years, 7 months ago
I dont know you at all but i offer hugs anyways cuz that sucks what happened to you.
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
thank-you
LexiTheFox
5 years, 7 months ago
your welcome dear
nicklombax24
5 years, 7 months ago
I'm so sorry to hear that man... Life truly stinks sometimes. I wish you all the best and I hope you find someone who deserves you *hugs*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
I really needed to hear that. Thank-you for your support.
Blackymoon
5 years, 7 months ago
Sorry you had to endure all this sweety *otterhuggles you warmly to comfort you*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
Thank-you *hugs back*
NinkT
5 years, 7 months ago
That is pretty shitty.  I'm really sorry to hear that.  You'll fine someone way better.  *hugs*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
Thank-you, Right now I'm just glad for the support and love of my dear friends.
Tweaker
5 years, 7 months ago
Holy shit, that sounds absolutely surreal. I'm sorry you had to go through that. I hope you can manage to find a way to move past it one day, but that's a lot to swallow. Jesus christ.
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
Yeah, I'm not going to lie and say I'm fine. But I know the pain will go away, and I will not end my days crying into a pillow that I hug onto in the absents of my Tinsju.
ChipmunkFan19
5 years, 7 months ago
*Hugs you*I'm so sorry you had to go through all of this my friend I wish I could help you.I just really hope you find a way to move on to better things
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
just everyones love and support is helping me. thank-you
ChipmunkFan19
5 years, 7 months ago
Well that is good to hear my friend ^_^
Locutus
5 years, 7 months ago
i don't even know you and now i got a tear in my eya....i can't even imagine what you are (and where) going through....*random hug*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
thank-you for your kindness
NemoTVChampion
5 years, 7 months ago
I hope you don't mind that I read this.  But wow, I'm really sorry you had to go through all that.  I couldn't imagine going through something like that.

I do hope you will be able to feel better, so let me just *HUUUUUUUGS*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
thank-you for your very kind words. =^_^=
Delquea
5 years, 7 months ago
Never have I heard of something that shallow. This just proves how badly money can mess with a person's head especially when its "easy" money if such a term exist.

Sorry you went through this though, I can relate almost *hugs*
Natoo
5 years, 7 months ago
I guess I have always known that money was his real true love…
Spazybuns
5 years, 6 months ago
I'm sorry to hear about what happened, but I guess it was just not mean't to be. After reading this it seems it would of been better for you to get out of there fast because it seems to me that he had no idea what he wanted. You deserve some one much better then a guy like that and I know now it might look like a tough thing to forget, but you'll meet someone who will sweep you off your feet in no time. c: Just don't give up hope and just keep smiling.
Natoo
5 years, 6 months ago
=^_^=
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