its been two weeks since i was in A&E the muscle pain is kinda fading apart from in my bicep where it hurts like hell still, but now its a deep " inner bone " pain across my shoulder and back, thats the only way i can describe it, plus my left shoulder has just as much pain as getting out of bed and dressed is so hard, ( and im out of pills too :/)
what worries me the most, is that i still cant raise my arm to the outside, no matter how hard i try it just wont go, you can lift it for me, no pain, just hope its not nerve damage.. apparently theres a channel for a nerve in the shoulder but i dont know where (thanks google )
sleep is kinda out the window, if i lie on my left, my arm drops and that hurts, and if i lie on my back for too long, my shoulder hurts, so its little and often, sleeping through the day is weird,
still waiting on a letter from heartlands hospital for a appointment for a CT scan, if its not come by tomorrow ill give em a call methinks, its been a week, i wanna see how bad it is myself, the Dr who saw me was foreign and to be honest i was in there like 3 mins, so some insight into whats happening in my body would be nice,
i hope everyone at work is OK, I'm pulling my hair out as i am bored as feck, and sitting at home all day is just something i could not do permanently, id stab someone...
gonna see my grandad in the next few days, he could have a few days left or a few months, it was hard seeing my dad cry today, i cant remember the last time i saw him cry..
keep well folks,
5 years, 7 months ago
10 Apr 2013 01:43 CEST