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Siraj

A big journal about EVERYTHING that's been going on...

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Alright... so, yeah, feeling well enough now to get this journal done with...

This year has been a complete trainwreck, it's definitely been the worst time of my life. I'll just write down each big bad thing that's happened:
-Dealing with unrequited love
-Constant sense of guilt over the situation I put a friend in
-Being heavily pressured to move and trying as best as I could to stay where I lived
-Finding out that I would need major surgery in March
-Living on next to zero food for most of a month
-Making a big mistake that will end up either costing me or someone I lived with a lot of money
-Going through a very long unsocial spree that's definitely harmed my relationship with many friends
-Constant car problems requiring it to get jumped nearly every time I needed to go somewhere
-Having to move on short notice
-Getting sick just a few days before my surgery
-Going through with the major surgery
-Having to move AGAIN out where none of my friends are

Annnd... yeah, that's about it. Let me add that the mistake was March 6th, was told we were moving out on probably the March 12th, got sick on around the March 15th, had to move to my parents' house on March 18th, had surgery on March 19th, moved AGAIN on March 23ish. Needless to say, this month has been hell for me.

Things are gradually improving though... living out with a relative during my recovery and hopefully getting a job soon which will let me move back near my friends.

So, yeah, sorry that I haven't been around at all lately, been going through all this :/
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Added: 5 years, 4 months ago
 
Rally
5 years, 4 months ago
Life happens - sometimes in a big way - and it's always best to take care of that stuff first. As I tell everyone, your health and real life are more important than online stuff. We'll still be here when you get back. Hopefully things get better for you soon. Take care, dude.
Siraj
5 years, 4 months ago
Bluh, I rarely get comments on here so I tend to forget IB even exists xD;

Well, things are gradually cooling down since all that. Only got like... two or three things hanging over my head at the moment, which is a massive improvement @.@ And recovery seems to be going quite nicely. I appreciate the care~
GilPix
5 years, 4 months ago
So long you feel like your on the path you want. You should be fine. These life experiences are seen as the trails and moving through them is what proves makes you durable and able to learn from them.

Put your trust as well for people that you know will be around cause they will answer and understand which I hope they will if they remeber to help friends who are facing rough times.

Also get a new car battery when you can, will fix one of those problems that deter your day.
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