Alright... so, yeah, feeling well enough now to get this journal done with...
This year has been a complete trainwreck, it's definitely been the worst time of my life. I'll just write down each big bad thing that's happened:
-Dealing with unrequited love
-Constant sense of guilt over the situation I put a friend in
-Being heavily pressured to move and trying as best as I could to stay where I lived
-Finding out that I would need major surgery in March
-Living on next to zero food for most of a month
-Making a big mistake that will end up either costing me or someone I lived with a lot of money
-Going through a very long unsocial spree that's definitely harmed my relationship with many friends
-Constant car problems requiring it to get jumped nearly every time I needed to go somewhere
-Having to move on short notice
-Getting sick just a few days before my surgery
-Going through with the major surgery
-Having to move AGAIN out where none of my friends are
Annnd... yeah, that's about it. Let me add that the mistake was March 6th, was told we were moving out on probably the March 12th, got sick on around the March 15th, had to move to my parents' house on March 18th, had surgery on March 19th, moved AGAIN on March 23ish. Needless to say, this month has been hell for me.
Things are gradually improving though... living out with a relative during my recovery and hopefully getting a job soon which will let me move back near my friends.
So, yeah, sorry that I haven't been around at all lately, been going through all this :/
5 years, 4 months ago
30 Mar 2013 20:13 CET