Let me just copy-paste an old skype conversation to help make this faster on myself...
I've just got this big thing going on with my old job, thanks to my mother, that's just frustrating in the worst of ways. Nothing's really making me feel any better about it.
[3:41:54 PM] Milkie: I told my Mom about my boss on a regular basis. And she had a real big problem with how he handled his employees by what I was telling her. When I was gonna quit, she insisted I make a fuss, but I told her I had absolutely no interest in doing that. So she did it for me.
[3:44:12 PM] Milkie: She sent an e-mail to the head office and is talking to the Director of Associate Handling. I'm sure it was supposed to be private, but since she had to put her name on it, the management is making a big fuss, dragging my roommates through it, so they're telling me all kinds of stuff. There's an investigation going on, the people I used to work with are now going to have to get sensitivity training, and my boss sounds like he believes I'm much more involved in it than I actually am.
[3:45:17 PM] Milkie: He claims it to be a defamation of character, has threatened to sue my parents and me for it if we push it and it drops, and so on. So, I remind you, I wanted not one single bit of it, and now it's all dramatics and annoyances from something I was convinced I'd gotten away from.
I swear, I could smack my mother for being so bull-headed and absolutely NOT listening to what I wanted her to do. I'm a fucking adult. I am almost 25 years old. That was my decision to make. Part of the reason why I left that shit-hole in the first place was that I was convinced people still saw me as a child... wonder where I get that from?
I feel awful about it. Nothing's really helping. It's either I hear more bullshit about that, or what my poor roommates have to go through because of it... or I sit here looking at all these commissions that just aren't getting done. I know I have to finish them, but my creativity is absolutely stunted. I just want it to stop... why can't I get what I want? Why does this involve me so much, but at the same time not involve me at all?
... I oughta just go back to bed. I don't want to do anything...
5 years, 7 months ago
13 Mar 2013 20:49 CET