I..I'm getting over a cold....I feel depressed as fuck...I've been doing the same thing every day for...years..
do you ever feel trapped inside yourself. Like a shell.
You could be doing something and your eyes look around and then...you go "This is my life."
and when you walk it feels like your brain is acting slow, you feel like a zombie. You feel like...like...your body is moving but your mind isn't. Like i'll be walking and it'll feel like I'm involuntarily following, going "what am i doing...?
Like i'm looking at myself, through my eyes, and seeing what i'm seeing but at a different perspective.
I...i...i don't feel myself. And I feel like I'm running out of hope. Like it's...just...gone. Like my happiness is...gone. I was never happy in the first place but...when...I had a drop..I had that little drop..not nothing at all, like...now.
6 years, 2 months ago
12 Mar 2013 00:09 CET