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Dajku

I don't know what's happening to me...

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I..I'm getting over a cold....I feel depressed as fuck...I've been doing the same thing every day for...years..

do you ever feel trapped inside yourself. Like a shell.
You could be doing something and your eyes look around and then...you go "This is my life."
and when you walk it feels like your brain is acting slow, you feel like a zombie. You feel like...like...your body is moving but your mind isn't. Like i'll be walking and it'll feel like I'm involuntarily following, going "what am i doing...?

Like i'm looking at myself, through my eyes, and seeing what i'm seeing but at a different perspective.

I...i...i don't feel myself. And I feel like I'm running out of hope. Like it's...just...gone. Like my happiness is...gone. I was never happy in the first place but...when...I had a drop..I had that little drop..not nothing at all, like...now.
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Added: 5 years, 9 months ago
 
Tycloud
5 years, 9 months ago
Oh that's just Gas hun. It'll pass eventually, just lay off the burritos for now.
Dajku
5 years, 9 months ago
*sad smile*
Fira
5 years, 9 months ago
Then break the cycle. Go and try something you have never done before or that you rarely get to do! I go and climb rock walls. Just find something you enjoy and do it.
Dajku
5 years, 9 months ago
yea i start college soon. and a job. I just feel..like my bodies not moving with my brain. like i'm dragging my brain behind in a sack while i walk in my body. And I'm not on drugs. Accept anti depressants of course. I hope it will change soon.
EvilDog
5 years, 9 months ago
get well soon
Sabreklaw
5 years, 9 months ago
As a LONG time sufferer of depression myself, I can tell you honestly that the best cure is sleep and sunshine.  We net junkies don't get nearly enough of either.  Try to get at least 8 hours sleep, and at least an hour of full sunshine.
Dajku
5 years, 9 months ago
Thanks alot :3
Sabreklaw
5 years, 9 months ago
You're welcome :)
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