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VictoriaWolfess

Starting fresh

You know what I think is really pathetic, this kid I was dating empathic on "kid" I took him into my home spent money on him gave him all he needed to have a good life and what do I get in return? Nothing, nothing really good all he did pretty much was scroll around on the internet talking to his friends, and he was talking to someone on Skype in a sensual manor, and the weird part is it was in "my" house on "my" personal computer the whole time. He is also lying like a crazy person telling all his friends that I'm the problem and just because I have bipolar, I mean cripes my bipolar isn't even that bad and he said I gave him a mental disorder from being with him, well he is the one who decided to walk out that one night and hurt himself hiking. What happened is I was talking to him awhile back on the internet thought I knew him well (never trust anyone on the internet) and thought he was my love, well we (meaning me and my parents who spent all this money on him) got him a bus ticket out here to get him away from his crappy life. He was just using me to get out of it. He didn't really love me, he didn't  even get me anything for Christmas or valentine's day we never even had intimate moments, I tried with him I really did but he just kept pushing me away I just wanted everything to be okay that maybe it would work out somehow... I guess I was wrong he is just a big cry baby he was always complaining about something too which stressed me out even more. One night I found the messages, messages he was writing to a girl on Skype sexual ones good god it disturbed me so much and he walked out fell hiking and the police found him and put him in a psych ward for a little while and they said he has a disorder that veterans get from being in a war and that I triggered it, I mean I feel bad for the guy for all he’s been though back where he came from but fuck that he was the one who was triggering my problems I just wanted someone who would love me. Now he is heading back to where he came from because his grandfather picked him up. I shouldn't have done online dating or dated an immature 18 year old jeez, that was my fault. But it’s over time to start fresh. I'm going to start hanging out with my awesome buddy Steven we dated in high school and we always got along it’s just that he moved away, but he's back :D and we are going to hang out and go to the state fair this May, yay! He was always good to me and I think it will be good for me to get out and do stuff with someone I love and completely trust, he is one of my best friends in the whole world and he said if he ever got a hold of that guy he would ring his neck lol my dad said the same thing XD jokingly of course. My parents are also very supportive I'm doing a lot of work for my stepdad for his pond maintenance business, and he said I'm doing a great job so that makes me feel really good, plus my best friend (who is also like a sister) Jessica is really helping, I'm going to be seeing her this September when I go out to NH for my cousins wedding so that should be fun, we can watch anime and have pizza she said, yum! I've also been talking to my dad again who lives in New England, he is very supportive and when I call him my brother say's it makes his day. It’s time to move on in life and think positive I'm going somewhere in my life, especially with my art, and I have all this good karma and wonderful people to help me get through. <3
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