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mikuhoshi

words

sorry, emo journal ranting kinda thing again

why does words hurt more than a kick in the balls?
seriously.
I do my best with people. I try to be nice and kind even to people I dont even know.
But all I get back are bad words. Like yesterday for example, I've been trying to help a guy out on FA who was depressed and after writting a speech of nice words all he said was "go to hell". Isn't it wonderful? -__-
and don't get me started with another person I knew from some time ago. She stopped talking to me, then she got mad at me for no apparent reason even though I was so kind with her and she wrote a journal on DA saying that "i'm not that special". Thats what she said "you're not that special". Sigh...that's the biggest kick someone could have ever gave to me seriously. I dont know if I'm bad at words, or at relationships or whatever...I just care too much about everybody and it doesn't pay off.
sigh. I'm sorry, I guess I'll just go back crawling to my dark hole again. I feel like that girl from the movie The Ring, she was stuck inside a well for so long and she drowned there. That's how I feel sometimes.

Sorry for bearing with me once again
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Added: 7 years, 7 months ago
 
macavity
7 years, 7 months ago
Ugh, sorry to hear. But it's nice of you to care, that's the human spirit :-)
Just don't get disheartened by a few people.

Best wishes, *hug*
mikuhoshi
7 years, 7 months ago
thanks ;_; sometimes i feel like giving up...
RaianOnzika
7 years, 7 months ago
Wow >< Harsh story è_é... I feel so bad for you, looks like the first one on fA just wanted to "yell" and to "show off" ( Excuse me but that kind of people are really stupid, confusing fA as Facebook XD ) and to claim : "Remember that I'm here too"...
As for the second one, if she wrote a journal about you, there's maybe a reason no ? I dunno, jealousy ? or anything ... ? I just can't believe that people can fall so low ><...

Anyway ! Cheer up ! Do not let them annoying you ! Think that you're better than them :3 ! Just because, you know how to behave ^^ !
mikuhoshi
7 years, 7 months ago
I know ;A; thanks for your concern anyways, it's difficult to deal with people nowadays :(
ChaosSabre
7 years, 7 months ago
I know what you mean. Some people just don't care really.
Hope you feel better soon.
mikuhoshi
7 years, 7 months ago
thanks
ChaosSabre
7 years, 7 months ago
^^
Salmy
7 years, 7 months ago
La gente es asi de maja x3 Pero bueno, hay que aguantarse, no queda otra. Seguir intentandolo, que siempre habra quien lo agradezca, y pasar de los demas :3
mikuhoshi
7 years, 7 months ago
si, supongo
Vickychan
7 years, 7 months ago
Some people are just dumb and don´t care, don´t let that take you down. YOu try to help them and if they don´t let you they are just dumb. They really should appreciate your nice words
TheFlyingPendragon
7 years, 7 months ago
Hey, everything will be all right. You just gotta remember that sometimes people are jerks, and that shouldn't stick on you.
MCMXC
7 years, 7 months ago
Sorry to hear:( They were so idiots>______________<
Kyoshinhei
7 years, 7 months ago
man fuck those assholes they're the emo ones not you, your just trying to be nice, love.

these will cheer you up :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKUMv8cbrlU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MqfNNuQLIWI&feature...
mikuhoshi
7 years, 7 months ago
thank you love <33
Rooty
7 years, 7 months ago
awww D:

well, some people are simply assholes... and you're so unlucky to meet a few of them =/

it's really sad when you try to help someone and they don't appreciate it even a little
mikuhoshi
7 years, 7 months ago
yeah, they dont seem the good things, only the bad -_-
Doggycat
7 years, 7 months ago
I know how you feel, but don't worry about it, just turn the other cheek and leave it be, sometimes people are just stressed out and want to be left alone... but i'm not saying it's always like that, if the person is really just a big jerk then don't pay attention to what they say, it may be hard at first cus' you cared to even help the person,but life goes on and it's hard just the way it is, so put your head and be happy that there are people who are trying to put a smile on your face the same way you where trying to do with them @(^3^)@   
mikuhoshi
7 years, 7 months ago
agreed on that :)
Doggycat
7 years, 7 months ago
oh is that a smile i see =D
mikuhoshi
7 years, 7 months ago
yes xD
Doggycat
7 years, 7 months ago
Mission Accomplished 8D
rick2tails
7 years, 7 months ago
some people treat others they contact online as just words on a screen they can ignore or be rude to with no consequences instead of treating you like a fellow person. You just have to learn to ignore people like that.
mikuhoshi
7 years, 7 months ago
i know, but sometimes its difficult to know who you're wealing with, especially when they're more or less kind with you in the beggining
jakeheritagu
7 years, 7 months ago
I'd be willing to be your friend X3. I love making people happy, and like other people who like the same. It's a shame people are so easily offended when you offer help though, they need to lighten up and enjoy life.
mikuhoshi
7 years, 7 months ago
thats very nice of you :)
jakeheritagu
7 years, 7 months ago
I'm just a nice guy~ And I'm always looking to make news friends. I'm usually too shy to speak up, but if someone is genuinely sad like you are I always try to help make them feel better. If you need anything from me, please don't feel free to speak up, I'd love to help X3
FakerFace
7 years, 7 months ago
No good deed goes unpunished.
Nitwon
7 years, 7 months ago
To quote a phrase commonly misattributed to Dr. Seuss: Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

Go hug someone who matters :3
doctor4au
7 years, 7 months ago
I know EXACTLY how that feels (because i feel the same way ) it can be terrible but that doesn't mean you should stop trying-some people just look for excuses to lash out (mostly @ me lately)  (eyeroll)
doctor4au
7 years, 7 months ago
oops i was trying to do an emoticon there but i guess i messed it up (and iconname was meant to be the at symbol)
AtomicDog
7 years, 7 months ago
Awww, the people that really matter know how kind and special you are.
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