sorry, emo journal ranting kinda thing again
why does words hurt more than a kick in the balls?
I do my best with people. I try to be nice and kind even to people I dont even know.
But all I get back are bad words. Like yesterday for example, I've been trying to help a guy out on FA who was depressed and after writting a speech of nice words all he said was "go to hell". Isn't it wonderful? -__-
and don't get me started with another person I knew from some time ago. She stopped talking to me, then she got mad at me for no apparent reason even though I was so kind with her and she wrote a journal on DA saying that "i'm not that special". Thats what she said "you're not that special". Sigh...that's the biggest kick someone could have ever gave to me seriously. I dont know if I'm bad at words, or at relationships or whatever...I just care too much about everybody and it doesn't pay off.
sigh. I'm sorry, I guess I'll just go back crawling to my dark hole again. I feel like that girl from the movie The Ring, she was stuck inside a well for so long and she drowned there. That's how I feel sometimes.
Sorry for bearing with me once again
7 years, 11 months ago
22 Mar 2011 13:12 CET