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FriskECoyote

A C-Confession Meme?

My pops
FlynnRausch
is onto me and has requested that I confess everything! Well... here goes!


Confession 1: Your biggest fear.

Aw gee... I'm actually scared of 'monsters'. I used to be scared of ghosts, but thanks to ianrsoulfox, I got over that fear! ...For the most part. Now I'm just scared I'll go to bed alone for the rest of my life.

Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.

I once had this nightmare, where I was picking up and tossing homeless Filipino street children in this big ol' dumpster, and they were trying to crawl out, but they were so scared that all they were managing to do was beat each other up. Then the lid came down, and kept going down, compacting the trash and kids.

There was a grinding noise, and crying, screaming, begging- blood and bits of bone and meat squirting out the gaps and gushing up into the air. I never actually see myself in the dream, but I know it's me who did that.

I hear myself laughing at the scene, then I woke up, sweaty, horrified, and sporting a boner.

Then I cried.

My worst nightmare is hurting people and enjoying every moment of it.

Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.

That nightmare, for one thing. And have you ever just went along, minding your own business, being a good person, when suddenly, your brain reminds you of every wrong and awful thing you ever did, making you hate yourself, feel guilty and cringe? I wish I could forget every single one of those things.

Confession 4: Best dream.

I honestly don't remember any dreams that can be deemed 'good'. The closest would be this weird scenario where my sister and I were orphans who came upon our parents' amulets, which then granted us awesome magic/psychic powers, which we use in an action packed sequence to escape the clutches of magicians/psychics who want the amulets. I woke up as it was getting more and more awesome.

Confession 5: Favorite memory.

That would be my first ever adventure on the internet, joining a Digimon porn site (The Digiartist's Domain, which I am still a moderator of) and learning about the world beyond.

Confession 6: Worst experience.

I was once bullied to the point where I went crazy and snapped someone's wrist so his hand hung limply and a jagged piece of bone jutted out of the skin.

I hate hurting people, and I hate myself for doing it.

Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.

Gosh, I don't even know how to answer this! I guess people who don't capitalize or punctuate when they type? That's just online. I hate when people don't listen, and then ask someone to repeat something too!

Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.

Lotsa things. When I meet new people, I always think "GOD, they hate me already and are forcing themselves to deal with me! I must be so annoying!"

Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.

"He's so awesome... he'll never like me."

Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.

Kindness, compassion and EMPATHY, damnit!

Confession 11: What annoys you the most.

Surprisingly, I get annoyed by wayyy too many things to answer accurately.

Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.

Give all my friends a hug? Even though it's so out of reach, I might as well say 'end world hunger' or 'ensure world peace'.

Confession 13: Biggest regret.

Never really knowing how to turn a person down. I'm still learning, and I'm doing better, but it's still hard.

Confession 14: Hidden talent.

Uhm... I don't really have many talents... or any talent at all.

I can crack my knuckles as many times as I want. I can do it when pretending to snap someone's neck to scare people. Does that count?

Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.

I really don't like myself very much. If there's one thing I like about myself, is that I'll put the needs of others' before my own. I find it a commendable trait to have in others, but in myself? It's kind of... hard. It's a burden at times.

Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.

One thing would not be enough. I'll start with wishing I could write better.

Confession 17: Worst habit.

I molest people in their sleep. I cannot stop myself, therefore, I issue warnings to everyone before sleeping over.

Confession 18: Most important person in your life at the moment.

There are many people in my life who are important to me right now, and I cherish every single one of them.

Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.

I wish I could express myself artistically, in every medium. There's so much I have to say and share, but with no way to actually express anything. I'd like to be able to write and describe, to draw and paint, to animate and compose all my feelings and thoughts into things everyone can enjoy.

Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.

There are people who say I have an adorable voice, when I thought it would be very annoying to have to listen to all the time. I still blush when people say it and ask if it's real!

Confession 21: What you hate most about society.

People.

Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.

Just about anything. I'm a big crybaby sometimes! The last thing that made me cry was "The Iron Giant".

Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.

I have a horrible, horrible sense of humor.

Confession 24: Most treasured possession.

I don't have many possessions, and I learn not to treasure them after losing so many. But the possession that would hurt most to lose right now would be this laptop. My friends put their money together and bought it for me on my birthday last year, to thank me for saving their lives or just generally helping them cheer up. It's sentimental to me. Also, it never, ever overheats.

Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.

In real life? Cartoons.

In the furry fandom? Vaginas.

Confession 26: Strangest hobby.

None of my hobbies are strange, really!

Confession 27: Biggest ambition.

Make friends with EVERYONE!

Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.

Babies can be made by kissing.

Confession 29: A random confession.

Sometimes, I have fantasies of all my characters and fursonas existing in real life to make the lives of my friends and family soooo much easier.

Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.

Looney, creepy, caring, kind, compassionate, understanding, open-minded, perverted, borderline psychotic, affectionate, romantic, politically incorrect, polite, friendly, enthusiastic- wow, that's more than a few words!

Tagging: THIS ENDS WITH ME!! Well, actually, if you wanna do it, do it, and send me a link so I can read it! ^ ^
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Added: 5 years, 11 months ago
 
Shokuji
5 years, 11 months ago
" Now I'm just scared I'll go to bed alone for the rest of my life.
I'd go to bed with you if I could. [hugs]
" tossing homeless Filipino street children in this big ol' dumpster
Don't forget that dreams is just your brain defragging itself. I had a short series of ultra violent dreams recently too. Started after I (stupidly) watched a video of a 911 call synced up with the World Trade Center towers falling. This poor man was panicked and explaining the situation just before the tower fell. His final scream, that blood curdling scream, I'll never forget. My brain must have needed to work that out while I was sleeping because my dream was about people being torn a sunder and crushed by buildings going down. I saw about 2 or 3 of them before I finally said 'fuck this' and woke up. It was very gruesome and felt very accurate, which is my fault for watching autopsy footage of people being opened up because the medical stuff interests me a bit, plus death really used to scare me but I'm not so scared anymore.

Unfortunately it got worse, my brain wasn't done, for some reason my dream was about someone throwing babies on the ground and stomping them on their chests until they died. Gah! >_< Horrible images, wish I could forget them. But, they are just nightmares.. unfortunately horrible stuff like that happens in the world fairly often it seems. [sighs]
" I was once bullied to the point where I went crazy and snapped someone's wrist
I'm sure it wasn't the first offense from that person, or group of people. I bet you took all you could before you went crazy on them. Also, shame on them for bullying you in the first place. I bet they thought twice before messing with you or anyone else after that. Bullying needs to stop, kids suicide over that shit all the time. And you weren't hurting people, you were defending yourself. So don't hate yourself for that. [hugs]
" "He's so awesome... he'll never like me."
Too many great things about you to not like you. =3 [hugs]
" Never really knowing how to turn a person down.
If you need to turn me down for anything, please do. I won't be upset. [hugs]
" I really don't like myself very much.
But you're so likable! >_<; I hope you're not so hard on yourself in the future. You're a really nice guy, hun. [hugs]
" I molest people in their sleep. I cannot stop myself, therefore, I issue warnings to everyone before sleeping over.
Can I sleep over? X//3
" There are people who say I have an adorable voice
I haven't heard your voice yet. =x I'd like to, though.
" In the furry fandom? Vaginas.
Nothing wrong with them, just depends who they're attached to. X3
" Make friends with EVERYONE!
I can tell, you are incredibly friendly. =3 [hugs]
" actually, if you wanna do it, do it, and send me a link so I can read it! ^ ^
I think you already saw it, but: https://inkbunny.net/journalview.php?id=64181

Thanks for doing this and sharing it with us. =3
FriskECoyote
5 years, 11 months ago
I'd love to snuggle a tiggy in bed! ^  ^ I'd probably have less nightmares! And yeah... I sorta just went with the bullying for three years, then I went through a complete personality overhaul and pretended to be a really abrasive, sarcastic, cynical guy. It was tough cuz sometimes, I forget I'm just wearing a mask, and the mask becomes me. The mask comes off when I'm online though, and that makes me happy!

Hehe, there's nothing to turn down when it's you, Tiggy!!

Sleep over at your own risk! <3

Maybe we can talk on skype sometime, Mr. Sho! ^ ^ Well... people have been egging me on to make a podcast! ^^;
Shokuji
5 years, 11 months ago
Snuggles anytime for Frisk~ ^_^ [hugs] Sorry to hear about your need to put on masks. =/ I try to avoid them myself but I'm sure I'm just as guilty as others. I'm pretty sure that I sometimes do things because I know that's what people would be most happy with, not because that's what I wanted to do. I try to be true to myself as much as possible, but I want people to have reason to like and trust me too. Not that I'd be doing anything messed up, but maybe I'd say something more bluntly, dish out a bit more 'tough love', that kind of thing. Also I'm happy you're online too, and happy to have met ya. =3 And when I sleep over I want you cuddled up near me with your paws all over me, cutie. ^_~ [hugs] Podcasts are fun. ^.^
LeonWolf
1 year, 8 months ago
That nightmare was very graphically ...umm..fucked up.

#17 Sounds like an invitation~

#18 You beautiful soul <3

#30 You sound just like me :D
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