is onto me and has requested that I confess everything! Well... here goes!
Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
Aw gee... I'm actually scared of 'monsters'. I used to be scared of ghosts, but thanks to ianrsoulfox, I got over that fear! ...For the most part. Now I'm just scared I'll go to bed alone for the rest of my life.
Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
I once had this nightmare, where I was picking up and tossing homeless Filipino street children in this big ol' dumpster, and they were trying to crawl out, but they were so scared that all they were managing to do was beat each other up. Then the lid came down, and kept going down, compacting the trash and kids.
There was a grinding noise, and crying, screaming, begging- blood and bits of bone and meat squirting out the gaps and gushing up into the air. I never actually see myself in the dream, but I know it's me who did that.
I hear myself laughing at the scene, then I woke up, sweaty, horrified, and sporting a boner.
Then I cried.
My worst nightmare is hurting people and enjoying every moment of it.
Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
That nightmare, for one thing. And have you ever just went along, minding your own business, being a good person, when suddenly, your brain reminds you of every wrong and awful thing you ever did, making you hate yourself, feel guilty and cringe? I wish I could forget every single one of those things.
Confession 4: Best dream.
I honestly don't remember any dreams that can be deemed 'good'. The closest would be this weird scenario where my sister and I were orphans who came upon our parents' amulets, which then granted us awesome magic/psychic powers, which we use in an action packed sequence to escape the clutches of magicians/psychics who want the amulets. I woke up as it was getting more and more awesome.
Confession 5: Favorite memory.
That would be my first ever adventure on the internet, joining a Digimon porn site (The Digiartist's Domain, which I am still a moderator of) and learning about the world beyond.
Confession 6: Worst experience.
I was once bullied to the point where I went crazy and snapped someone's wrist so his hand hung limply and a jagged piece of bone jutted out of the skin.
I hate hurting people, and I hate myself for doing it.
Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
Gosh, I don't even know how to answer this! I guess people who don't capitalize or punctuate when they type? That's just online. I hate when people don't listen, and then ask someone to repeat something too!
Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
Lotsa things. When I meet new people, I always think "GOD, they hate me already and are forcing themselves to deal with me! I must be so annoying!"
Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
"He's so awesome... he'll never like me."
Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
Kindness, compassion and EMPATHY, damnit!
Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
Surprisingly, I get annoyed by wayyy too many things to answer accurately.
Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
Give all my friends a hug? Even though it's so out of reach, I might as well say 'end world hunger' or 'ensure world peace'.
Confession 13: Biggest regret.
Never really knowing how to turn a person down. I'm still learning, and I'm doing better, but it's still hard.
Confession 14: Hidden talent.
Uhm... I don't really have many talents... or any talent at all.
I can crack my knuckles as many times as I want. I can do it when pretending to snap someone's neck to scare people. Does that count?
Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
I really don't like myself very much. If there's one thing I like about myself, is that I'll put the needs of others' before my own. I find it a commendable trait to have in others, but in myself? It's kind of... hard. It's a burden at times.
Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
One thing would not be enough. I'll start with wishing I could write better.
Confession 17: Worst habit.
I molest people in their sleep. I cannot stop myself, therefore, I issue warnings to everyone before sleeping over.
Confession 18: Most important person in your life at the moment.
There are many people in my life who are important to me right now, and I cherish every single one of them.
Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
I wish I could express myself artistically, in every medium. There's so much I have to say and share, but with no way to actually express anything. I'd like to be able to write and describe, to draw and paint, to animate and compose all my feelings and thoughts into things everyone can enjoy.
There are people who say I have an adorable voice, when I thought it would be very annoying to have to listen to all the time. I still blush when people say it and ask if it's real!
Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
Just about anything. I'm a big crybaby sometimes! The last thing that made me cry was "The Iron Giant".
Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
I have a horrible, horrible sense of humor.
Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
I don't have many possessions, and I learn not to treasure them after losing so many. But the possession that would hurt most to lose right now would be this laptop. My friends put their money together and bought it for me on my birthday last year, to thank me for saving their lives or just generally helping them cheer up. It's sentimental to me. Also, it never, ever overheats.
Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
In real life? Cartoons.
In the furry fandom? Vaginas.
Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
None of my hobbies are strange, really!
Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
Make friends with EVERYONE!
Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
Babies can be made by kissing.
Confession 29: A random confession.
Sometimes, I have fantasies of all my characters and fursonas existing in real life to make the lives of my friends and family soooo much easier.
Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Looney, creepy, caring, kind, compassionate, understanding, open-minded, perverted, borderline psychotic, affectionate, romantic, politically incorrect, polite, friendly, enthusiastic- wow, that's more than a few words!
Tagging: THIS ENDS WITH ME!! Well, actually, if you wanna do it, do it, and send me a link so I can read it! ^ ^