Because my day has been SHIT and it's not even half over. As I type this I am nearly blind. I have extremely poor vision and on the way to work today my glasses fell out of the coat pocket i swear i zipped up, landed on the pavement, Silently and went noticed until i got to work. I took off my hat and ace mask and lo and behold when i reached for my glasses, gone. I ware allot of clothing and stuff since i walk to work and in winter it's extremely cold and theirs always a very strong wind by my job. If i have the glasses on they fog up so bad im literally blind so i just take them off.
I back track to were i took them off and I did manage to find the glasses.
What was LEFT off them.
they were crushed completely flat, in a twisted hunk of metal that i barely recognized as mine. the lenses were dust, Actually dust. So it's pretty obvious they were run over by a car.
I say to myself, im a responsible adult, I can handle this. SO I call around and after a process of trial and air manage to find an optometrist that can do same day service and pencil myself in for a 6:40 appointment. There goes about 150-200 USD so im probably not gonna be posting any commissions for a while. Or eating for that matter. Im not completely fucked I do have a little safty net fund i keep around but this sucks im trying to BUILD that not deplete it.
stuff like this leds me to belive Karma is not real. XD I try to be a good person and i strive to be understanding and drama free both IRL and online, then this happens! I swear to god I will scorch the fucking earth! Umm.. *ahem* sorry about that XD venting. but yeah just cosmically not my day.
On the other hand my old glasses were just that, OLD, extremely, several years in fact. I desperately needed new glasses ANYWAY and im such a procrastinator about doing things like this unless i have no choice that this could very well be Providence, and not simple bad karma.
Anyway so theres the update, IM not even sure why im writeing this, It has nothing to do with inkbunny, art or my online life XD but i guess I just really wanted to talk about it. DX hopefully sometime tonight I will have brand new glasses.
5 years, 8 months ago
04 Jan 2013 23:08 CET