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AlexReynard

Random Confessions (taken from SenGrisane's journal)

Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
Nonexistence.

Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
Had a few heartbreaking ones where close friends went missing. That, and recurring ones where I'm in a car going over a cliff or bidge.

Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
Not sure, but it might be fun to selectively forget certain movies or songs so I could experience them again for the first time.

Confession 4: Best dream.
Hard to say, I've had so many. Probably one of the furry or Gadget related ones.

Confession 5: Favorite memory.
Tie between being with Alfador & Zephon in Seattle, and Relee & Robby in Canada.

Confession 6: Worst experience.
An ear infection that felt like a spiked fist slowly rotating inside my head.

Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
Inexplicable errors on my computer.

Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
My health. I tend to get odd but mostly benign injuries/abnormalities that make me worry I'm about to freakin' die.

Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
Don't remember; it was in kindergarten.

Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
Honesty above all. Nothing good can ever grow from a lie.

Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
The excruciating stupidity of the teevee news.

Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
Write as many stories and novels as possible.

Confession 13: Biggest regret.
Acting like a moron at Jeff F's wedding

Confession 14: Hidden talent.
Android-like organizational skills.

Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
My self-reflection. I've trained myself to be constantly giving consideration to new information and reevaluating my beliefs to see if they deserve to stay or should be replaced.

Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
Less belly fat.

Confession 17: Worst habit.
Screaming rages/depressive collapses/paranoia. Though is mental illness really a 'habit'?

Confession 18: Most important person in your life at the moment.
I can't name just one.

Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Playing any musical instrument, particularly piano.

Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
A stranger once gave me a completely unsolicited $200 because my stories made him feel better.

Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
We legitimize belief based on blind faith and emotion-based reasoning. We prioritize comfort over truth. We are quicker to condemn something offensive than something untrue.

Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
Movies, mostly.

Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
My online friends.

Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
My plushies.

Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Going out for long walks.

Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
Does writing bizarre furry pornography count?

Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
Learn and understand everything I possibly can.

Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
That humans were a destructive, hopeless cancer of this planet.

Confession 29: A random confession.
I don't think I'm a sociopath, but I have all the ingredients of one.

Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
I am a man made of contradictions who seeks consistency in myself and others.
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Added: 5 years, 7 months ago
 
PeachClover
5 years, 7 months ago
I haven't yet gotten over #28.  So this all means you are a Virgo, right?
AlexReynard
5 years, 7 months ago
Capricorn, actually.
Relee
5 years, 7 months ago
Now that you mention it, considering how much you walk it's kind of weird you're as big as you are.
AlexReynard
5 years, 7 months ago
I got big before I got walkin'.
SenGrisane
5 years, 7 months ago
" That, and recurring ones where I'm in a car going over a cliff or bidge.


First I read that you were the car that was going over the edge ^^

Cool stuff :3
Shokuji
5 years, 7 months ago
"Alfador & Zephon in Seattle" -- That's funny, I kinda know them. X3

"We legitimize belief based on blind faith and emotion-based reasoning. We prioritize comfort over truth. We are quicker to condemn something offensive than something untrue." -- Agreed, that's quite annoying. v.v
Alfador
5 years, 7 months ago
And we are now in Kirkland, rather than Seattle. =^_^=
Shokuji
5 years, 7 months ago
Ah! Hope you like the new place, I guess? X3 Did you make it to RF last year? I don't remember seeing you, but I probably just missed ya. X3
Alfador
5 years, 7 months ago
Yep, the new place is awesome! I did make it to RF last year... but that particular weekend I was kinda tired out and didn't do much except hang around. Found a few old friends, and one REALLY old friend--an old college roomie. XD We actually sat and chatted for about five minutes before I worked up the courage to say "Uh... I must admit your voice sounds vaguely familiar but I honestly have no idea who you are." Then he explained and we had a good laugh about it and all is well.
Shokuji
5 years, 7 months ago
I bet that was somewhat awkward. X3 All the memories started flooding back? =p
Alfador
5 years, 7 months ago
What memories there were, yes. XD He's one of those people who can talk your ear off, and I am good at sitting there, listening, smiling, and nodding. Then we played a card game someone'd brought to the games room, it was weird and interesting and involved superheroes/villains, and very fun. I can't remember the name of it.
Shokuji
5 years, 7 months ago
Well, as long as you had some fun overall. =3
asuraludu
5 years, 7 months ago
Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
My plushies.

-Speaking of, anyone new?

Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Playing any musical instrument, particularly piano.

-Agreed, as well as learn/speak any language.  I would make so many lovely and deranged operas.
AlexReynard
5 years, 7 months ago
>Speaking of, anyone new?

So far, my newest is a super-magenta foxie I first saw at Condidtion Blue, owned by someone else. But I did some detective work and managed to find her for myself: link 1 link 2
She is super duper cuddly.

>Agreed, as well as learn/speak any language.  I would make so many lovely and deranged operas.

Ooh yeah, speaking different languages would be cool. Wouldn't always need to find translated comics and subtitled movies.
asuraludu
5 years, 7 months ago
my newest is a super-magenta foxie

- Oh my lanta! SO CUTE! *faints*
AlexReynard
5 years, 7 months ago
I highly recommend buying her if you like plushies. She's a good size, has a perfect smile, and her fur is amazingly soft.
asuraludu
5 years, 7 months ago
I just might.  I'm a real sucker for the color magenta.
GrandApollo
5 years, 7 months ago
1.) Glad you agree. It's one of the reasons why I like the whole snuffie thing. Death isn't the end.
10.) Good can grow from a lie, but in such an abstract way and with so much shit piled on top that it is under NO circumstances worth it.
11.) Again, most certainly agreed.
12.) Please do!
21.) Yeah... Sometimes society really fucking sucks.
26.) What? I thought that was completely normal! ; )
28.) Mind telling me how, if at all, that's managed to change?
AlexReynard
5 years, 7 months ago
>Mind telling me how, if at all, that's managed to change?

Just, getting a wider perspective of life in general. Seeing more than just the 'humans r bad' message put forth by the teevee news and lazy sci-fi. Yeah, if you look at only the worst of us, we look pretty bad. But all other species do shit just as horrible to each other. Any other species with access to our technology and intellect would tear through natural resources and slaughter everything just as much. But we also have the ability to *recognize* our behavior and actually try being ethical, empathic and responsible. So we're assholes sometimes, but decade by decade, we treat each other and the environment better. The average IQ has to be adjusted upwards every ten years. It's hard to see, because we're always mired in the problems of the day, but the past was worse than we could imagine. We're learning.
GrandApollo
5 years, 7 months ago
Thing is, right now, it's still kinda... well, shit. Yeah, we're not any worse than anything or anyone else in our position. But you know what? We still suck ass. Then again, I'm a diagnosed severely depressed pessimist. I find it very hard to find things that are good.
Humbug
5 years, 7 months ago
Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
That humans were a destructive, hopeless cancer of this planet.


Hey, me too! And then I realized that I'm using the fucking Internet, a manmade invention of incredible power and usefulness, and it made humanity not seem so bad. A little perspective on history helped too. ;)
AlexReynard
5 years, 7 months ago
Yep. See my above reply to GrandApollo.
Humbug
5 years, 7 months ago
Aye. Agreed. :)
sigmaweapon
5 years, 7 months ago
Lemme try!

Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
That real anthros will never exist, leaving people like me who cannot find humans attractive forever alone.

Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
All my teeth falling out.

Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
All the times I acted like I knew things I didn't to people who knew I didn't, but were too polite to say so.

Confession 4: Best dream.
Being gently coiled by a female naga, similar to those drawn by Kyoht on Deviantart.

Confession 5: Favorite memory.
Christmas light watching.

Confession 6: Worst experience.
Slicing my hand open as a child, with no one home for hours, convinced I would die.

Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
Mindless entertainment that pretends to be something more (my super sweet 16).

Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
Having personal information in the cloud.

Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
I don't have friends at the moment.

Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
That beliefs only eliminate possibilities, while ideas create them.

Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
Red Herrings.

Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die
See the Christmas Island crab migration.

Confession 13: Biggest regret.
Not being able to drive because of vision problems.

Confession 14: Hidden talent.
Liquor connoisseur

Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
My ability to mimic almost any writing style.

Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
Being able to tell how far away something is... so I could drive.

Confession 17: Worst habit.
Messiness.

Confession 18: Most important person in your life at the moment.
Mom... she pays for school.

Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Illustration

Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
That I made someone else a better writer.

Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
Humanity's collectively short attention span (caused more tragedy than I can list)

Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
Failing at something despite putting in 100% effort.

Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
Mindless entertainment that freely admits to being so (Jackass).

Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
My file backups (they contain my whole life)

Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Pokemon smut!

Confession 26: Strangest hobby
Pokemon smut!

Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
Write a best-selling novel.

Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
That merely telling the truth will solve any problem.

Confession 29: A random confession.
I'm a closet gun-nut despite my outspoken support of gun control.

Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
I'm being forced, against my will, to succeed in life.
AlexReynard
5 years, 7 months ago
Quite a few of these, I can relate to.

>Being gently coiled by a female naga, similar to those drawn by Kyoht on Deviantart.

Awww. That sounds really nice. :)

>I'm being forced, against my will, to succeed in life.

That's really interesting. Care to elaborate?
sigmaweapon
5 years, 7 months ago
" Quite a few of these, I can relate to.


Which ones did you relate to the most?

" That's really interesting. Care to elaborate?


I don’t really think this world has anything to offer me. I have no desire to make a better living for myself than what’s necessary to maintain basic health and a small apartment. Yet still, I’m working toward a 4-year degree in English and the pursuit of a technical writing career solely to please my family.

" Reminds me of high school. I'd draw furry porn openly in class because I didn't know that I ought to be ashamed of it.

I know someone else asked this, but I can’t help but respond to it anyway.
Out of all the things in this world that should make me ashamed of being a furry—and there are more than I can count—the only thing that ever truly succeeded in doing so...
...was this --> http://safetrider.org/safetride/safetriderlarge.htm
Seriously, that cartoon should be banned by the Geneva Convention as a form of torture! It just never ends!
AlexReynard
5 years, 7 months ago
>Which ones did you relate to the most?

2, 5, 17, 20, 23

>I don’t really think this world has anything to offer me. I have no desire to make a better living for myself than what’s necessary to maintain basic health and a small apartment. Yet still, I’m working toward a 4-year degree in English and the pursuit of a technical writing career solely to please my family.

Well, look at it this way. Maybe that'll help make it easier to live a simple life.

>http://safetrider.org/safetride/safetriderlarge.htm

OH MY FUCKING GOD. I laughed in utter disbelief. I think that was every single cliche possible for bad flash animation.

If nothing else, don't let that worry you about being a furry. Furries did not make that. They merely brought MC Skat Kat out of retirement and give him a few bucks for booze money.
NaydrxSpade
5 years, 7 months ago
Mew, may have to do this sometime.
PlatinumPen
5 years, 7 months ago
Confessions Meme
Confession 1: Your biggest fear.The Death or abandonment of friends (which is why I choose mine carefully) my Death I'm not to concerned about. I mean I'm going to die one day and when I do I'll be in no position to worry about it so why fret over my own Death?

Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
Being betrayed.

Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
The feeling I had when I took a life.

Confession 4: Best dream.
War, endless fighting against those who would oppress for power or cause pain for amusement.

Confession 5: Favorite memory.
Time spent training with my sensei.

Confession 6: Worst experience.
My 37.4lb tumor.

Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
The intolerant idiots in this world, constantly I have to remind my self that I'm a brony and we must love and tolerate.

Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
Dying of unnatural causes.

Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
This guy has power, he has trained I can almost feel it.

Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
Loyalty and Honor.

Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
Asshole Politicians. Closed minded Bible thumpers.

Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die
Skydive.

Confession 13: Biggest regret.
Not speaking up when a horrible event happened in my past.

Confession 14: Hidden talent.
Miniatures and miniatures terrain.

Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
Wolf level loyalty.

Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
Hair! I WANT MORE HAIR!

Confession 15: Worst habit.
Nail biting.

Confession 16: Most important person in your life at the moment.
I have no most important person right now.

Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Drawing or game programming.

Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
Thanks man, you saved my life.

Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
The amount of humans on the planet.

Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
Seeing animals suffer

Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
The look on a know-it-alls face when you prove them wrong.

Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
Macbeth, my first weapon and the one I took a life with.

Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
All of the foreign foods I like, and men.

Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
Hard to define that one depends on what one sees as strange.

Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
To die in a duel to the death.

Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
The fairness of our justice system.

Confession 29: A random confession.
I was a survival manic right before and during the y2k scare.

Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Demented, Bi, Loyal, Protective, Furry, Brony,  Gamer of many breeds.
LandonFox
5 years, 7 months ago
You know confession 2, your worst nightmare?  Mine has always been being stuck back at Boot Camp.  Thankful I don't get it much anymore.
AlexReynard
5 years, 7 months ago
I can empathize. I still have dreams where I'm suddenly living with my sociopathis mother again. Thankfully, I'm over the trauma enough that these dreams really aren't nightmares, more like annoyances. I've proven to myself that I can beat her and I'd do it again if I ever needed to.
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