another year passes and what a year it was. I moved to my new home in January, and began working as a Programming instructor. I'm living on my own, and doing much better than I was doing back in Bermuda. I've met new people and made lots of friends.
2012 has been a year filled with lots of cool stuff, and I hope that next year will be even cooler. I personally feel like I've gone ahead, and improved in my art thanks to having such good buddies, like Grose and Ether often help me with improving my character anatomy work and in the end motivating me to improve.
My personality and views on many things have changed, as all people change with time. I don't look down and feel sad, or seethe with anger at the idiots that plague my inbox with hate mail and death threats, as I've come to realize that they're just angry man children whining over something they feel entitled too. My view on these individuals is now one of pity. Some people like to call them trolls, but I've come to identify internet trolls as individuals who simply utilize the anonymity of the internet to be pranksters, and just want to have some fun by inserting their random nonsensical comments every once in a while. Those kinds of trolls I have deep respect and love for them, for it is natural to behave like that online. The "other" kind of "trolls" are the ones that I pity. I'm talking about the online bullies, that have a personal vendetta against me, that hound "troll" sites like lulz.net, paws.ru (does that place even exist still?), rule34, and e621.net, bullies that simply wait for someone to post my art, for their chance to being smearing and insulting me thinking that I don't search those sites for feed back, cowards that don't have the stones to face me in civilized conversation and hide behind the mask of anonymity. Those who my good fans call them "trolls" are not really that. They're bullies, they're what's wrong with the online society, heck even 4chan anons don't sink so low. In any case I pity them, since pity is the only thing they can really amount too.
It's a shame that whenever my art is uploaded anywhere other than here on inkbunny, the first comment usually goes with "Is BSC updated yet?" or "when is he going to update?" or "can't wait for the finished version", or heck "is this going to be in the game?". Individuals incapable of understanding that I'm much more than BSC.
I must be honest tough Babysitting Cream is important to me, it's the realization of a dream I thought wouldn't get past a sketchbook, but it did. Thanks to my dear friends Avian, Grose, and even Lost's coaching, It's turned into a damn fine game. I will continue to work on it, as long as I'm physically able. As much as many tell me to simply "finish" it quickly and move along, I won't, It's special to me, and I won't give up on it until I'm satisfied with it. I'm tired of version numbers and deadlines and the self entitled morons who watch for them or hit F5 frantically for hours looking for an update. You want my advice? check weekly, on Sundays or Mondays, but not daily, If there's an update (will delve into that work soon) good, happy days, spread the word, but if there's not, move along, wait for next week, and so on and so forth, I can't come to understand why that's so difficult for some people.
now to define update (google it you dipshits)
up·date /ˌəpˈdāt/ Verb Make (something) more modern or up to date. Noun An act of bringing something or someone up to date, or an updated version of something. Synonyms modernize
some smartypants have been incessantly ranting that I've failed everyone by not updating the game on december 25th like I "promised" I would on the badly drawn comic I did.
1. they took the comic seriously.
2. they where expecting the ACTUAL FLASH to be updated
3. franticaly hit F5 for hours non-stop expecting the flash file to be updated, EVEN AFTER I WROTE A JOURNAL WITH THE ACTUAL UPDATE!!! AND INSTRUCTIONS!!!
on december 24th I sent Avian the twenty pictures that would be added for version 1.0 of BSC, I SENT THE PICTURES TO AVIAN!! I DID MY PART!! go ahead, ask him.
on december 25th I gave an Update AS PROMISED, I wrote a journal and even made a template submission indicating the progress.
I kept my word, I gave an update, so the haterfags that are incessantly and unnecessarily ranting that I missed a deadline like I always do are wrong, mistaken and absolutely bonkers. I didn't say anything about updating the game file on the 25th, point me in the direction of a journal or a comment I made indicating it...you can't right, then It's settled, stop spreading lies about it, because the more you do the more you prove you don't have the stones to face me. I've said it once and I'll say it again
aval0nX_studios@hotmail.com is adress, you have a problem with me, some sort of idiotic vendetta, polish your bloody stones for once, add me give me a call and say it to my face. Don't hide away like vermin, grow a backbone for once. If you have a problem with me say it to my face, heck I miss Killahanna, at least he had the decency to face me directly.
to all my other loyal fans, who understand, and respect my art and myself beyond BSC, relax I'm still here and I'll continue to be here, for a long time, I won't just run away in shame like some others do.
The comments I made to go bother Avian (as some people have been insulting me, calling me a jerk for doing that) where not made in a personal way, Avian knows I was joking with him and he got the joke, but some people are far to dense to understand that. Funny enough how he was overwhelmed with it all, for once he felt the backlash of stupidity I have to deal with on a daily basis.
In the end, 2012 was a wonderful year, I have great expectations for 2013, and beyond, the world didn't end, It's time to move forward. To my loyal fans see you next stream, to the trolls keep doing what you do, It gives me publicity, and to the haterfags, polish your stones, grow a backbone and face me directly.
for those who don't follow my streams, I'll try to give more written updates, and to those who have simply given up and left I'm flipping you off right now.
love you all and I wish you happy holidays and a very happy New Year.
sincerely William Roz Richardson - aka. Aval0nX-WRz