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Nir

Here we come 2013~ :3

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Well, the end of another year and admittedly it's been a rough nearly 3 years for me. So much has changed and to be bluntly honest, especially 2011 and 2012, I wasn't myself, long story short. I was in a terrible mindset and it definitely clouded my judgement on many levels, including plauging my outlook on life to points of being downright just dark. For some of those I have hurt in this past 2-3 years, I really am genuinely sorry if you have felt in that manner. I really had the best intentions for everyone, but with what was happening to me by a certain group of people, I will admit I wasn't myself at all whatsoever. My actions have been questionable and I have done and said a few things I do look back and frown upon. However, all of that is behind me now. Even though it was BS to begin with, but I honestly feel since we "survived the impending doom", this shall be a fresh start for me. 2013 is my new beginning on my new life, and I am long overdue for a fresh start.

Now that I'm not in a hurtful, mentally/very emotionally abusive relationship anymore, I have had time to try and just clear my mind a bit, try to refocus my life and get things straight. I've got a ways to go before I get things settled again with a few people, or tieing up loose ends financially, but overall get everything in my past out of my life so I can make room for the future. This entire journey in this last 3 years, especially in 2011, have been very eye-opening for me. I have a brand new perspective on life and admittedly my demeanor has changed a bit too. My overall philosophy now has deepened to the point of "Life is too short to be upset by things all the time. You're only put on this earth once, so make the most out of it and enjoy while you're still here, but make sure to treat others well and leave an impact before you leave the planet."

That's my goal atleast, try and get a new life, just start completely over; move on from the past, since I can't change what happened at all. But now I've gotten that dismal subject off my chest for those of you who were curious about why I was keeping things secret. Now, for a little bonus, I'm compiling a prototype bucket list, soon to add and change at will, but just giving a general idea what my goals/plans are for my new beginning.


High priority
-Start fresh, find out who I am in this world; finetune my personality/work on negative aspects
-Knock out my impending debt/money owed to others, or atleast get a huge dent in it by the end of 2013
-Get a 2nd job/full-time job/better paying job sometime this year to get some better income coming in

Medium priority:
-If able to, enroll in an Aikido class/dojo
-Get back to college to finish degree (Only in the medium since it may not happen this year with impending debt. No point in making myself add more stress to my finances when I'm trying to smooth things out)
-Get a good living plan for the near future (House searching)/Purchasing a house if preferable. (Similar reason to college above)
-Get a good savings plan ready (Only applicable if I receive a better paying job, or better income coming in)
-Work on getting back in shape (Preferably while attending the self defense class as gravy on the biscuits)

Low priority:
-Get my retro game collection started again/Developing a game room
-Starting on my figure collection (Will be sporadic, only getting things if the price is right, not high on my list)
-Invest in a new laptop/desktop sometime in the future
-Think about getting a newer vehicle (Low on list, since I have more important issues to look for atm.)
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Added: 5 years, 11 months ago
 
IsaacEinfalt
5 years, 11 months ago
*Licks the girly kitty-dragon.* Good luck with all of that~
Nir
Nir
5 years, 11 months ago
^////^ Much appreciated~ <3
EtherSaga
5 years, 11 months ago
<3
Nir
Nir
5 years, 11 months ago
*Le gasp* <3 Happy new years to ya man. :3 Here's to hoping it'll treat us like kings. >:3
EtherSaga
5 years, 11 months ago
Carpe diem! Of course it will!
Meowz
5 years, 11 months ago
. o O (Meow)

^^ Here's another one for the Low Priority list of yours:

Low because .. for you, that's easy.

Gimme that darn cute, awesome grin? From time to time :].

Have a sexy one, squeeze easy into that new year, and stay warm :).
Nir
Nir
5 years, 11 months ago
Pppssh~ I do that all the time though. That's not something I have to remind myself of and work for. XD
Meowz
5 years, 11 months ago
^^ I just needed any excuse to give you a snuggle! But I guess that doesn't  need any excuses :).
Bino
5 years, 11 months ago
I wish you the best of luck! ^^ Hopefully you're better at sticking to your resolutions than me!
Kasper
5 years, 11 months ago
I'm glad to hear that you're coming out of a very dark place, and into the bright, beautiful world... It's never nice to be stuck in misery.

I hope that all goes well for you, and that as you learn about yourself, you learn to love yourself and others to the highest possible extent. It makes life a lot better.

Nyaru~<3
Kapoku
5 years, 11 months ago
WoW *tears up* I Know how you feel. Reading what you wrote really spoke volumes to me. It was like reading my EXACT monolog for the past 3 years. Kinda creepy lol You gave me a lot of encouragement reading this and I just wanted to thank you for speaking your mind about all of this. You also gave me some things to look foreword to this year with your upcoming accomplishments you want to get done! Im going to start my own list as well!

Again thank you for your inspiration!
Nir
Nir
5 years, 11 months ago
That's just the deal. We all gotta move on to better ourselves, and I think this is the time for me to do just that... maybe both of us needs a fresh start. We shall do it together, even if we have to skip hand in hand and sing "We're off to see the Wizard" for crying out loud, we'll do it~! >:3

And you're welcome man, I'm glad I could inspire you, although it wasn't intentional. I just know this is something I have to do for myself. :3
AlexCoon
5 years, 11 months ago
Nir, Nir
Long time no talk with you
Happy Holidays pal nwn
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