I have been feeling really down and out lately . You've probably noticed i took down my page the past few days Ive been so emotional and depressed
I am lonely as i can get out not to mention jealous.
People that get Relationships while i have been single for close to 5 years while they just can go from a month without someone then they just find someone and boom. why cant that be me ?
Ive got like no friends no love ones around , everyday i feel less and less cared for and blown off and forgotten
I go to bed alone wake up alone feeling like no one wants me . People that said they cared or liked me don't even speak or even mention me
Its always been me that has to take care of people and help people so when it is going to be my turn to get that in return ?
I will be honest thoughts of Suicide have been in my head lately
This is all for now !!!
Thanks for Reading it means a lot to me if you did
- Cayde otter
5 years, 9 months ago
30 Dec 2012 02:05 CET