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The most horrible time of the year.

Here comes all the Merry Xmas BS journals.
But not this one.
Haven't had a Christmas that wasn't extremely depressing since the late 90's.

My "present" for this year is getting screwed by the internet provider and possibly cut off again soon.
All these commissions - tried to save enough to get at least an important part for the PC & maybe one used Ps2.
But no. Yet again new service fees and events destroyed that and more.

Family used to be somewhat wealthy, but now most have trouble even keeping their car running, nobody has been able to buy anyone a gift in many years.

But I feel a strange comfort in knowing a lot more people live the same shit since the new millennium.
You don't know until you live with such unrelenting stress and disappointment.

Still working on commissions, next journal should be an update on that.
As of now 3 to finish but probably taking more after these,  if I'm still here.
Forced to keep going because companies love charging people fees for being broke!
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Added: 6 years, 2 months ago
6 years, 2 months ago
*hugs* I can't even begin to imagine what you went through. It seems that after a little up, life just crush you down again... At least i can send a little affection and maybe help you a bit? Send me your paypal address~

Hope life will get better, maybe not much, but little by little *hugs tight*
6 years, 2 months ago
I dunno, you already helped =/
This journal was more to remind people that not all of us want to be reminded of other peoples ease in life.
(The screaming for help is for later if I fall further behind again. >_< )
Things might improve by spring but I need to hang on until then.
6 years, 2 months ago
If you need me to pay right now for mine I can.
6 years, 2 months ago
No no. Prepaying seems to up my stress sometimes. Because if I don't owe I can just drop one that isn't going well and do other ones.
6 years, 2 months ago
Get well soon, under the thumbs of others is depressing to hear, **Hugs*
6 years, 2 months ago
Normally I'd just avoid everyone for awhile to not be reminded of the holidays but I have to stay in contact with people to finish things.
6 years, 2 months ago
You can know and rest that you will be able to expect civility and friendship here. Because friendship is magic!- *shot*

Though what I mean is, you got people here that admire your works, and you do need to look after number one. Sometime a standing pillar being build forgets what direction the sun is rising, and needs to turn structure to praise it's morning glory. upon the face of the etched carving of it's massive stone, glow and gold both harmonically casts light for eyes billions of miles away for the most stoutest of treasures to gaze unto the pillar that is the most strongest. Sometimes, that pillar needs to turn for a while, away from the sun, and away from the people to realize, deep down inside to find spiraling answers. Yet, know that even so, the people will always love the pillar, no matter what it decides. You got people that love ya here, even though emotions are hard to tell though impersonal text. Have a merry yiff mass.
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