Before you read... its just me going on a rant. dont read if you dont want.
Im here in my multimedia lab on the verge of tears. I have remorse for my freind [iconname]atomiccadet[/iconname]'s Boyfriend. My house is full of boxes and im moving away from alot of things I love. And someone i love. right now they are loading my house and all i can think about is the fact that i'm hurting...
We had tried an open relationship but i cant do that. I'm a Monogamist. That does not work. i started to date one girl and the guilt was so wretched i gave it all up and abandoned her. I Miss Her. But i got news from a school friend of mine. He's never done me any wrong or cant lie. He Brings the fact that shes asking out another guy and...Jealousy. Im a very protective boyfriend. i would lay down my life before i let her cry. Im kinda corny like that. id do anything to see a smile on her face. I can admit. It hurt a lot. when i heard. i had to go somewhere alone to hide the fact that i was gonna cry.
However If you love something let it go. If it loves you it will come back. If she has moved on... i wont stop her. All i can do is hope she comes back. I Trust David (i.e. The Name of the guy she's asking) Ive known him for a few months now. He will do fine with her. I can trust him. I dont know when I can come online again but im sorry for wasting any of your time.
One Sad Kitten
8 years ago
03 Mar 2011 17:44 CET