A message to my friends and watchers who still are...

I'm not dead. I haven't left. I'm just having some issues. Sorry to anyone who's waiting for something from me.
I thought it was an art block but it's so much more than that. I'm having a complete and total lack of motivation. I can barely be bothered to roll myself out of bed in the morning. My parents tell me I'm depressed. Maybe I am. But I don't feel sad, if anything I'm angry. Mostly at my family I think.
It really sucks, I go to do something in blender and I just think "ugh... I don't want to do this..." :(
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So... that's it.

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PrysmTKitsune

11 years, 4 months ago

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is alright dude, youll get past it in time, if it is clinical they have pills for that, its not an ideal solution as my mother could tell you, but being druged up is beter then being down and out i guess...its also possible your just sick of your life as it is, perhaps its time for a dramatic shift...something new and exciting.

pirohmaniac

11 years, 3 months ago

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@ PrysmTKitsune

Yeah, I try to avoid pills if I can. Take the occasional Ibuprophen for headaches. Occasional sleeping pill for bad insomnia. Not sure what it's called. They're moms.
Even went off my dexadrine cause it's speed (pretty sure it can be used to make meth or something) and I didn't like to think of what it was doing to my body besides helping with my ADHD, and it may be what caused this... drop. Back on it, not as much as before and things seem to be starting to get better.
'huggles' Thankies :3

PrysmTKitsune

11 years, 3 months ago

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@ pirohmaniac

meth requires methan and sudo or true ephedra and a few other things i think,[hence the full name, methamphetamine] the wonderful thing about adhd, things that hype up most people knock us out, you'd be amazed what a little caffeine [with minimal sugar] can do.