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wolfstar124

An Explination

I was dumped because I made 3 comments linking kain to my ex. I made them the day my cat was put down  i was dealing with bullies, im getting death threats from people ive never met, and  i havent slept for 3 days. not only that but I will also be getting tested for Asburgers  syndrome, I was bullied and berated the night kain dumped me, by kain. Due to it I nearly killed myself and if Stormy hadn't talked to me I would have. Feel free to unwatch me if you dont like me or what I do, kain obviously didn't remember when I layed out my flaws to him and said that I was more than likely to act those ways eventually, he said it was fine and that he promised to love me forever and that we'd live together in the future. He lied. Twice now. He dumped me roughly a month ago along with last night, im done with him. There are other fish in the sea. And a BIG word of advice, if anyone ever says "I'll love you forever" or "I love you more than anything" dump them before they break your heart.
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Added: 6 years ago
 
MoneyWonder
6 years ago
Just to let you know. I have Aspergers Syndrome (High-Functioning Autism), so I can relate somewhat. Although something odd has happened to me, the bulling I got at school (lasted about... 8 years?) Rather than break me (which it did about twice where I absolutely flipped out and hurt my friends.) It hardened me. I can ignore almost anything, I laugh at others misfortunes, I find practically nothing funny and I'm "Stone-hearted and emotionless" because I'm "A stickler for rules, a taddle-tale, a grass, a goodey two-shoes" etc. Thought 'd say my thoughts.
wolfstar124
6 years ago
my bullying's lasted well over 13 years
MoneyWonder
6 years ago
Ouch... I can feel your pain there... that's a long time to suffer, the best way I can think of dealing with it though, from my experience, cliché as it sounds, is to just ignore it. Whatever it is. Bullies get satisfaction from you cause they get a reaction, it may seem hard/impossible to ignore, but it took me about 5 years to get hardened to the point where I did just say "F*** you, I couldn't give a S***" or blatantly walking away. The way to do it online is just to block and ignore. As much as it seems wrong, people do still have morals, so its not a 1 person rebels everyone rebels society. Or at least I think that.
wolfstar124
6 years ago
ive dealt with abuse and pain my entire life, so i guess if i asnt bullied for most of my life id have been gone before i even found inkbunny
MoneyWonder
6 years ago
I know how you feel, I really do man, but trust me, suicide isnt the answer, it may seem like hell on earth sometimes, but the best thing you can ever do is walk away, if people are bugging you, remove yourself, go on a 1-month hiatus or something, if you get upset/angry, take a walk in your local park, there's lots of coping methods I've found, heck, need to lose some stress? Print out a users avatar, tape it to a pillow and punch the pillow, get a dartboard, throw at their face, simple things.
wolfstar124
6 years ago
i had made him art the day before that I was going to mail to him. I ripped it up into hundreds of pieces and burned them
MoneyWonder
6 years ago
Thats one method.
renerechie79
6 years ago
if you wanna chat i can pop my home email mate
renerechie79
6 years ago
wish to give you a hug :D
Cry
Cry
6 years ago
Society lies a lot. Or, well people in society lie a lot. Also it seems like everyone has Aspergers just about 0_o Like, I know more people who do than don't. But anyway~ I've been ditched by every one of my 'best friend's . Well my newest one hasn't yet, but I was just meaning as an overall trend. A lot of peoples' word means nothing anymore >n>
wolfstar124
6 years ago
im not gonna ditch ya
Cry
Cry
6 years ago
=3 I don't ditch people either ^u^
CubbyPuppy
6 years ago
Aspergers is fairly common, but there is a problem with it. It is confused with social anxiety a lot. Social anxiety is a common fear everyone has at some point, and Aspergers is a Disease. The two biggest misdiagnosis are Aspergers and ADD/ADHD. It's really sad actually.
Cry
Cry
6 years ago
Yeah, that I knew as well. (About it being fairly common misdiagnoses)

I'm pretty sure I have fairly regular social anxiety -w- I do not do well in crowds at all D| I get horrible headaches and intense nervousness/loss of ability to say stuff that makes any sense D| .......even if I enjoy their company .,. But yeaaah =u I get what ya mean.
XavierTehFurry
6 years ago
And then right after he said no, you started attacking him again >.>
wolfstar124
6 years ago
"night after he said no" to what?
XavierTehFurry
6 years ago
The breakup.
wolfstar124
6 years ago
dont care much anymore, it just means more free time and i dont have to write anything for him
CubbyPuppy
6 years ago
Hiya. I can relate. I have HFAS, MDD, and OBD. I am 27yrs old and I was bullied from the start of school to the end and the bullying followed me well into my adult years. It didn't stop until I moved away from Florida to Arizona. I physically abused by both children and adults and was basically the village punching bag. My parents ignored my issues and acted as though I was this perfect kid who SHOULD have been able to deal with it all. However, that was not the case for me. It hurts still, I know it won't ever stop hurting. I have battled suicide on several occasions, been hospitalized because of these issues, and until moving to Arizona had no clue what a friend was.

I still find it very hard at times but I have learned to train myself to be hard against the weather. I still can't deal with social interaction very well but I am learning. And if you really care about yourself, you will learn to deal with your issues as well. Time an practice Wolfers. *hugs*
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