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Eiko

Are you my friend?

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Anyone who has ever chatted with me in here is probably aware that I am not exactly a social butterfly. I have never had more than 2 irl friends at any given time in my life. I've blamed it on moving around as a kid, having my childhood filled with adult responsibilities, and other factors; but I'm starting to think those explanations may not be entirely fair either. It is entirely possible that I am simply not very sociable, and it may not need any more explanation than that.

Because of the very few people I have ever felt close to, I have always felt that the friendships I have are something to cherish and protect. Though I have found in the last 2 or 3 years, not everyone feels the same way. A relationship ends, we decide to still be close friends; but my skype contact list is reduced by half in less than a week. My new boyfriend has an emotional breakdown, I try to be helpful; and I have one or two friends remove me over a trivial argument. I'm starting to get a little paranoid. I feel I may have put too much of my trust into people that may not care so much about me.

So here are my questions for you. Are you friends with me because you care about me or are you friends with me because you care about someone else I'm close to? Is your friendship with me so cheap to you that you would block/remove me at a comment, an argument at 3:30am, or because I'm friends with someone you don't particularly care for? I'm not interested in fake friends. If you don't like me for me, or if you only talk to me to stay in the good graces of someone else; then seriously consider removing yourself from my contact list today. That way I can get a better idea of who my real friends are; because, apparently, my judgement isn't as good as it used to be.

And to my real friends. To anyone who has stuck by me through the good and the bad. For anyone that has been on my absolute worst side and completely infuriated with me, but stuck around long enough to get over it and make up. To the people who are there for me when nobody else is, and would be there for me if their friends and family all hated me. Remember this: Your existence in my life is a precious and irreplaceable treasure. Even if there aren't very many of you... Quality is more important than quantity, and every one of you are special to me.
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Added: 5 years, 10 months ago
 
gaki
5 years, 10 months ago
i'd never do such mean things at that :o
 anyone who would do something like that would be a rather horrible friend. *hugs*
Eiko
5 years, 10 months ago
*hugs back* Thanks. ^^ Did I have you added somewhere? I would have sworn you were in the big chat with Chester, Adam, OOO, Ped, etc.
gaki
5 years, 10 months ago
yeah we have seen and talked there sometimes :3
GinSanada
5 years, 10 months ago
Sweety heart i dont believe i need to say that at all *hugs you and smiles* :3but i will i love you hun
Eiko
5 years, 10 months ago
I've never had any doubts about you. We have laughed, cried, argued, and still remained close. And I appreciate that greatly. *hugs close*
GinSanada
5 years, 10 months ago
*chuckles and holds you to me* its ok sweety no matter what ill be here
MicheuToi
5 years, 10 months ago
Dont beleive we have ever talked offline, but id never do anything like that. All of us need to stick together
Eiko
5 years, 10 months ago
I don't believe we've talked online either. x3 But I DO recognize your character from your commissions. I never forget a cute puppy. I'll add you to skype if you want. :3
MicheuToi
5 years, 10 months ago
Blushes lots and hugs
Would.love to chat sweetie... My skype isnt working atm but do you use other messengers or i can try to get working its carterdalmation
BlackWhiteDragon
5 years, 10 months ago
*Hugs you tight* x3
Eiko
5 years, 10 months ago
*huggies* Thanks ^^
LexiTheFox
5 years, 10 months ago
I would like to be your friend. Can i have your skype?
yiharbin
5 years, 10 months ago
wow, i can really relate, man....

If you ever need a friend or someone to turn to... I try to be here for anyone and everyone that needs me
*hugs you close* I dont judge, and I always try to be polite
^^
Eiko
5 years, 10 months ago
aww, thanks ^^ *hugs back*
ped0tter
5 years, 10 months ago
you knows you mah friend cutie :3 *huggles on tight*
Eiko
5 years, 10 months ago
^w^ indeed *cuddles happily*
Razrien
5 years, 10 months ago
I'll be honest.  I'm just here for the porn.
Eiko
5 years, 10 months ago
I ment my IM services. x3
FrostbiteTiger
5 years, 10 months ago
i don't thank we have ever chatted but i try to be friendly with anyone willing to talk to me ^.^; hehe
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