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RaianOnzika

Passion killed my mind.

One Week, just ONLY one fucking week !

Looks like my willpower is weaker than I thought... I tried my best to prevent myself drawing Mobians but it's IMPOSSIBRUUU !!!!
My passion is acting like a drug, I just can't understand but I'm ADDICTED... I NEED to draw them, Sonic, Cylia or even the FC's of my buddies... God dammit !

What happened to me to reach such a conclusion ? Well, I've just passed an AWFUL day, yesterday, I've worked on some Realism art, drawing MJ and Indy ( H.Ford ) during all my morning...
And then, the afternoon ! STUCKED completely. My hands didn't want to obey and started to draw circles ( just like a mobian head base )... -_-
And my gF told me that I was really different from usual since Tuesday. Too angry, stressed, extremely tired...
Holy shit ! I just hate that ! And the only thing I found to prevent myself drawing was to geek like a mad man ><.

No, just NO ! So, I had to do something about that problem.
I asked my best buddies and my lil' sister about this. They all gave me the same advice :

BASICALLY :
"Draw whatever you want. Draw other things than Sonic when you'll feel it good."

So that means I'm forced to take a decision and quick.

I've created this account on dA : https://doppelro.deviantart.com/
Doppel like Doppeldanger ( SATDD ) and RO like my initial letters. ( just like if I was clonning myself... ). I'll upload all my other work here.

That sounds awfully stupid but I can't prevent myself drawing mobians. So I'll keep drawing for you, Sonic fans.

( I'm glad that I'm not attracted by cigs, drugs or alcohol... what a terrible thing it would be for me when you judge how I can turn if I don't draw... FUCKING ADDICTION !!! )

"JUST BEAT IT !" -mj-
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Added: 5 years, 10 months ago
 
JohnnytheHedgehog
5 years, 10 months ago
Ouch... Good luck with your problem...
RaianOnzika
5 years, 10 months ago
Thanks, I guess ^^°
JohnnytheHedgehog
5 years, 10 months ago
No problem.
SexyRedPandaBoi
5 years, 10 months ago
It reminds me of the family guy Episode: He's Too Sexy for His Fat where Peter drives off to clear his mind but looks in the mirror to find out that he's too beautiful and it  sends him into the lard factory,giving peter his normal self back.Doing  a thing for a long time and quitting cold turkey does give withdrawl's that ppl can't take and they end up doing their habits all over again.
RaianOnzika
5 years, 10 months ago
It starts all over again and again...

Dammit, that episode surely sum it up how I feel... Starting something new by forgetting completely what I learnt...

Yeah, that's unfair cause it's impossible.
Kodjau
5 years, 10 months ago
MDR, je connais assez bien ce sentiment mais pour différentes situations.
On se dit genre "Le changement, c'est maintenant" >3 on s'essaye  de s'évader de ce que l'on habitude de faire, pour essayer quelque chose de nouveau.
mais au bout de 1 ou 2 semaines. FUCKING DRAME, PULSION MEURTRIERE D'ADDICTION lol
"non fuck, je veux refaire ceci, parce que j'aime être drogué par ça, je veux être drogué ça, C SI NATUREL pour moi de faire CA. et je veux pas changer mes habitudes. AIDER MOI xDD."

mais mec, Quand on veut changer, il est normal d'être en état de faiblesse des les 1ers jours.
En fait t'aurais même du d'y préparer lol.
Ces symptômes sont nécessaires a avoir. crois moi. c'est tout a fait normal haha.
On change pas de style du jour au lendemain,
 tu devrais y arriver a dessiner autre chose que du Sonic avec le temps et surtout quand tu le ressentiras =)
RaianOnzika
5 years, 10 months ago
"Le changement, c'est maintenant." Tiens ca me rappelle quelque chose ça XD.

Ouais malheur à moi, j'aurais dû être plus prévoyant -_-. Drogué mais alors complètement. Sonic ne m'a jamais lâché la grappe depuis que j'ai 6 ans. Et surtout depuis que j'ai créé SATDD...

Le slogan d'Obama, pour moi tu l'inverse. "No, you can't."

Pourtant j'ai déjà quelques petits changements en ce qui concerne mon nouveau style :). J'aimerais apprendre à dessiner des gens en réel. Et ca donne déjà un peu quelque chose de productif.

Mais comme tu dis, impossible de s'arrêter complètement après 5 ans. J'ai même échappé quelques larmes hier tellement j'allais pas bien ( attention, seulement les yeux ! ) et sur le coup je me suis demandé ce qui m'arrivais...

Maintenant je mix les 2 et advienne que pourra...

Friends Forever Kodjo ;) !
GIRPWNS
5 years, 10 months ago
YOU CAN'T ESCAPE YOUR DESTINY! >:D
RaianOnzika
5 years, 10 months ago
*cries* WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY ?
GIRPWNS
5 years, 10 months ago
Because you were born for this! This is what you are destined to do! To draw lots and lots of Sonic porn!
RaianOnzika
5 years, 10 months ago
Sonic "alone" would have been enough XD. I don't always draw porn...
GIRPWNS
5 years, 10 months ago
True. But like I said before, it's what a good amount of us are here for. XD
Wakka
5 years, 10 months ago
Well it could be worse. you could of caught the pony virus and next thing you know your drawing pony's :D
RaianOnzika
5 years, 10 months ago
I'm already immune to that thanks to my regular vaccination xD.
burntsonic
5 years, 10 months ago
wow.. i cant even get that addicted to drawing stuff like that.. well good luck with it...
burntsonic
5 years, 10 months ago
i just got an idea that might help.. try drawing human versions of your sonic characters and make them as real as possible...
 
RaianOnzika
5 years, 10 months ago
Impossible xD ! I've always loathed the GiJinKa thing >O<
burntsonic
5 years, 10 months ago
yea... well ten you are in a bit of a tricky situation... good luck with that..
FritzRand
5 years, 10 months ago
Hehe, I have no problem, but if your really trying to draw other stuff.  I'd say draw something else, then Sonic stuff, alternating back and forth.  If you just try to completely keep yourself from it it'll probably drive you crazy.

That's probably how I am with feet.
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