I lost my puppy :< to this day I miss the fuck out of her.. I remember that day a year ago.. it was practically soul crushing to me.. short summary is that my dog was sick, took her to the vet, was told she needs surgery but she should be fine.. pick her up on the 24th of September (the day after) around 3:00ish.. 2:30 I get a phone call.. well my parents do.. only to find out that she didn't make it.. seeing my parents like that was soul crushing.. what was worse is that I never got to see her after I hugged her before I handed her to the vet, I didnt think I would lose her.. I grew up with her.. I'm usually not a fan of small dogs but she was the one exception that I dont feel I could ever replace. To this day I still miss her.. allot.. we got another pup after her and she's a total sweetheart but it cant even compare.. I remember how heartbroken I was recently when I was going through my parents room looking for something.. I knew Maggie was cremated.. I never saw her after I gave her to the vet, I never saw the urn.. my mom she said she buried it because she knew if I had found it it would be pretty tough for me.. and when I opened the little box and saw the small urn inside with hear leash wrapped around it and her little collar saying "Maggie" I pretty much teared up for hours.. I still miss ya Maggie..
Always love your pets.. the hardest part about loving them.. is letting em go.