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Cenny

A year ago today....

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I lost my puppy :< to this day I miss the fuck out of her.. I remember that day a year ago.. it was practically soul crushing to me.. short summary is that my dog was sick, took her to the vet, was told she needs surgery but she should be fine.. pick her up on the 24th of September (the day after) around 3:00ish.. 2:30 I get a phone call.. well my parents do.. only to find out that she didn't make it.. seeing my parents like that was soul crushing.. what was worse is that I never got to see her after I hugged her before I handed her to the vet, I didnt think I would lose her.. I grew up with her.. I'm usually not a fan of small dogs but she was the one exception that I dont feel I could ever replace. To this day I still miss her.. allot.. we got another pup after her and she's a total sweetheart but it cant even compare.. I remember how heartbroken I was recently when I was going through my parents room looking for something.. I knew Maggie was cremated.. I never saw her after I gave her to the vet, I never saw the urn.. my mom she said she buried it because she knew if I had found it it would be pretty tough for me.. and when I opened the little box and saw the small urn inside with hear leash wrapped around it and her little collar saying "Maggie" I pretty much teared up for hours..
I still miss ya Maggie..

Always love your pets.. the hardest part about loving them.. is letting em go.

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Kainus666
6 years ago
I'm so terribly sorry for your loss... I had a dog once. She was the best dog ever. My father killed her out of spite that i was gay.
Cenny
6 years ago
oh my goodness D:
Kainus666
6 years ago
The important thing is never forget them but dont let their memory get you down... Remember the good times and just keep your head up, hun. *hugs*
Shokuji
6 years ago
What the hell? o.o; That sucks dude. >_<;
Kainus666
6 years ago
It was seven years ago... I havent spoken to my dad since. But I still try to think of the good times I had with my dog.
Shokuji
6 years ago
That's all you can do. I'm still sorry that happened. How incredibly messed up. =( And I don't blame you, if my dad did something like that I'd disown him. ~_~
LeonHunter
6 years ago
I'd do something a lot fucking worse.

People who are intentionally cruel to animals aren't worthy of life in my books.
Shokuji
6 years ago
Eye for an eye, hun. [nuzzles] If it wasn't my dad I'd probably report them to the police and take some sort of legal action. While none of that would bring back what was lost, it would teach them a lesson. ~_~ Plus it would be so incredibly easy to ruin their reputation at their work, hit them where it really hurts them (their wallet, since they obviously don't have a heart).
Charliemon
6 years ago
sorry .. also ur links no work
Cenny
6 years ago
fixed
jorun1981
6 years ago
*hugs really tight* Really sad to hear that you lost your pet. I really know how you feel.
zeran
6 years ago
pets are family members and its good to always cherish the time we have with them and mourn them when they are gone.  i hope you will never forget those awesome memories of her.
Stormy
6 years ago
awwww sweetie :c *hugs you tight* i know how you fell.. the best thing to do is never forget her :3
wolfstar124
6 years ago
although I had a cat i know your loss, she was 18 when we had to have her put to sleep because of countless organ problems
foxfire1max
6 years ago
Aww I'm so sorry sweetie :C Please, tell me all about your cute little Maggie. <3
HavenInc
6 years ago
Yeah. I know how you feel. We had a little toy Yorkshire Terrier, cutest little thing. Long story of how we got her, but he had her for a good ten years or so. She ended up with cancer though and we finally had to put her down, it wasn't fun, my mom still has her collar on her key chain.
XavierTehFurry
6 years ago
Aww. I'm so sorry for you're loss :'( *hugs tightly*
Klandagi
6 years ago
*hugs tightly*
IgnisWolfbear
6 years ago
Maggie was a cute little dog. I'm sorry for the loss. I can relate to how you feel. I had a little Jack Russel Terrier and I named her Misty. She was attacked by a bigger dog one day when I was around 12-14..She didn't make it either. It is very tough to lose a family member no matter what.
DOtter
6 years ago
*hugs* I'm very sorry to hear about this. Maggie was adopted family and of course you loved her. Actually, it's good that you had a further opportunity to grieve for her, it's important to acknowledge the loss and deal with it. Sometimes we need to be sad.

Whatever comes after this life, may it be kind to Maggie.
GorillaRed
6 years ago
That's beutifull man, took the words outta my mouth. You sound like a wonderfull owner Cenny I'm sure your new puppys gonna love you a whole bunch ^^ as I'm certain your Maggie did. I'm sure she loved you right to the end and went to whatever comes after knowing that. *hugz* This November is the anniversary of my Hamish's passing. It still stings, I still miss him but he was well loved as my lil Danny is <3 They're a big loving part of you, allways happy to see you, allways honestly bubbling over with love :)They make a house a home.
Shokuji
6 years ago
I know how you feel. =/ I still think of my dog Molly. She had liver damage and had to be put down. I was there when they gave her the shot, watched her eye lids slowly close.. never to open again. If I think about it too long I'll start crying. =/ I grew up with her, I miss her.. But at the same time I'm sure she wouldn't want me all sad and depressed, plus life goes on and I have to go on with it before it passes me by. =)
RonaldMcCoon
6 years ago
T^T I am sooo sorry for your lost. I can't say that I know the feeling, but I know you in pain, even now *hugs*
IGAKattack
6 years ago
*hugs* It's never easy. I miss my puppy too, although she wasn't a puppy anymore. It's only been a month and a half. =(
Just gotta remember the good times... =)
King30
6 years ago
Aww man I'm so sorry. I know exactly how you feel. *hugs*
WereFox
6 years ago
oh awwww I am sorry :-(

*hugs*
Sellestia
6 years ago
I know how you feel. I'm in the same boat, but atleast the vet tried to help. My aunt was taking care of my dog cause I couldn't at the time with where I was living. She took him to the vet and he said that it was just a little harmless cold. 3 days later my dog died because of this "harmless cold". It's good that you got to atleast hug maggie before.

All things come to an end, don't be sad that those that you love are gone. Be happy that they are in a better place, and someday we will all join those that we care for and miss. Even pets ^^.
LeonHunter
6 years ago
Awwrf *hugs tight and licks*

Have been in that situation more than once and yeah, it sucks :<
Bino
6 years ago
*hugs you tight and kisses your nose* i know how you feel.  2 years ago my dog died extremely unexpectedly.  My mom and dad had to stay home cause dad was too sick from all the chemo and we went to the beach with the extended family, then after that to a waterpark with the other side of the family.  While at the waterpark we got a phone call saying they took him to the vet and that he was going to die and there was no explanation of why because he'd been in perfect health a few weeks earlier when we last saw him.  So they put him down and we didnt ever see him again :( losing a dog is tough, but getting a new one always helps you feel better.  And it's not replacing, it's moving on.  Because if Maggie COULD think like a person and whatnot, she wouldnt want you to be miserable and alone, would she?

*huggles tight* if you wanna talk about it, just message me on skype later, kay?
RabidRaccoon
6 years ago
I'm sorry to hear of your loss.  I too lost a cat just a year ago.  He was just 2 months shy of being 20 before being run over by a car, and the fucker didn't even bother stopping.  A neighbour said he saw what happened and that a car was tearing around the street at high-speed acting like an idiot, but didn't catch a plate number or anything.  I'd known him in my life since I was 11 years old and I can't describe the emotional pain it causes.  I really feel for you.  *Hugs tight*
Littilwood
6 years ago
Aww, i just read this and im really sorry to hear that :( She looks like a total cutie, and a total sweetheart too. I can't imagine how you must feel!

Just be sure you really love this new pup. Don't let the mentality that "she could never compare" cause you to treat her as such. Love her just as much as you did Maggie. She definitely deserves the same love and devotion from such a wonderful owner, and I know you know that~
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