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tobifur

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I just wanna say sorry for making you guys hear my crap all the time. What I mean by this is my whining or negativity on myself that I display to others. The reason for this is simply put that I am jealous. I am jealous that some of my close friends on this site have so much more friends and are liked by so many more people than I. So that's why I talk dirt on myself. I am sorry for you guys to have to see it all the time. I don't necessarily have a cure for it as I might and probably still will get jealous but I want to atleast say I am sorry

I hope to try and become better socially, because I know I suck at it with you guys.
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Added: 6 years, 4 months ago
 
LittleOrion
6 years, 4 months ago
First step is admitting stuff and that... so good one.
RottenRobbie
6 years, 4 months ago
I'll share some with you! =D
40ozhyena
6 years, 4 months ago
I think you're cool. :)
tobifur
6 years, 4 months ago
I'm not worried about cool, I just want more supportive people, and I think it would feel nice to see a random comment asking how I am or something, ya know just the feeling of being cared about more.
MaverickSkye
6 years, 4 months ago
Don't worry about it man. I actually feel VERY much the same way about myself. So I know exactly where you're coming form with this. But in the end, I say the best way to keep going...is to just remember who you got and remember how awesome they are. Believe me, when you focus more on what's here, it helps alleviate the pain of thinking of what you don't have. Simple advice but I do hope it helps some.
tobifur
6 years, 4 months ago
That's my problem I realize awesome those friends I have are, and I never feel like I get to feel even a tad close to how awesome they are.
MaverickSkye
6 years, 4 months ago
In the end, I think that's because there's like a mental block oin our brains that doesn't allow us to see the awesomeness sometimes. Sometimes it does take our friends to help remind us of what we do have and the greatness that we do have! After all, think about it this way. Our friends are a reflection of ourselves. The fact that you have awesome friends means you are, without a doubt part of that greatness that they are, too. :3 It works both ways. If you're awesome, it means your friends are too, and if your friends are great, that means that you're sharing in that greatness, too.
tobifur
6 years, 4 months ago
Thank you mav, I see how you are putting it now. That actually does make me feel lots better.
Shokuji
6 years, 4 months ago
[hugs] Don't get down on yourself. You're a good guy and very kind. You'll gain lots of friends as soon as people find ya. =3 [licks cheek] ^^ Try to have a good day!
tobifur
6 years, 4 months ago
I am no where near what you are to the community tho, That's why I am down. Much more support goes to you and some of the others I consider close
Shokuji
6 years, 4 months ago
But I've been around for a lot longer, in the fandom for like.. 12 years now and was on IB very early on. But really, regardless how many watchers I may have, it's all about the quality. I'd much prefer 10 watchers who are very active with me rather than 1000 who say nothing. Over on FA I had like 600 watchers before I (basically) stopped using it, but basically none of those people cared. Posted several journals and submissions and got very little action from anyone really. [shrugs] So yeah, quality over quantity, I say. But I'll still suggest you not worry about it too much, you got my support and on important issues I'll easily be your megaphone and try to help you out where you need it. =3 [kisses your cheek] Hope you have a good day! ^-^
Ramblo
6 years, 4 months ago
And I hereby publicly apologize for stalking you. I swear the pictures I've taken of you will be made public so everyone can see what a horrible stalker I am and shame me appropriately.
tobifur
6 years, 4 months ago
Sorry I am just not in the mood right now, but thanks for trying to cheer me up
RallyReki
6 years, 4 months ago
you have friend hon, you do.
I wish i could talk to you more, like get on a messenger.. I lost the use of my phone for now so I can't text. I'm sorry.
tobifur
6 years, 4 months ago
I know I have friends, but it seems like everyone elses lives go by much more easy, they have so much more support and stuff. That's why I say what I do.
KillFrost
6 years, 4 months ago
Wish I could be of more help but relationships are kind of on the low end of my skill set.  Being an Air Force brat I always chose the stupid path and went without friends to avoid having to lose them when we eventually moved.  Because I don't give it, I don't expect it and tend toward the indifferent.  

That's right I'm one of those bastards.  ;)

I hope as things progress, your friends progress with you.  Telling by the joking, the loving, the caring, the hugging, you're not off to a bad start.  Best wishes to you dear sir.
PURRfect93
6 years, 4 months ago
well im here for you regardless ^_^

and besides, i got tired of feeling like that lol, i just accepted the fact that i have only a few friends ^//^""
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