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PURRfect93

like anyone cares...

but i no longer wish to live.

i want someone to take a chainsaw and tear my head off.

i wish someone would shoot me.

I
WANT
TO
DIE.

simple as that.

i fucked up

then i fucked up, again.

and i lost what i treasured most.

im RENOUNCING being a part of the fandom....

as much as i like it, as long as ive been in it (woo, 3 fucking years.), i cant stay....

no ones really going to read this, so i guess it really dosnt matter.. ill be on and off to check up on peoples journals, but thats about it.....

hope i die.
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Added: 6 years, 4 months ago
 
Halo
6 years, 4 months ago
bout whut?
PURRfect93
6 years, 4 months ago
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Halo
6 years, 4 months ago
plz dont hope you die... and it might sounds stupid but maybe getting away from furry drama is a good thing for a bit... i wont go into asking you what happened and happened then and what you lost. but plz dont hope to die... its a horrible thing for the people around you and your loved ones...

hope you feel better soon *hugs*
PURRfect93
6 years, 4 months ago
its not the furry drama,... its the fact of what it helped me become in the first year of being in it,,...
Halo
6 years, 4 months ago
if its a negative thing you think you became then change? and i take it you lost your love... i know how painfull that is... eventually you will learn to live with it...

sorry to hear you be in pain and alll... really hope you feel better soon...
PURRfect93
6 years, 4 months ago
-laughs uncontrollably- "lost" is an understatement. i practically cut him off from me because of what i did!
lost??? no, more like i killed my only loves feelings for me in one fell swoop.
PURRfect93
6 years, 4 months ago
and my "loved ones" are all against me now...
Halo
6 years, 4 months ago
they will likely turn back.
yiharbin
6 years, 4 months ago
;;
PURRfect93
6 years, 4 months ago
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OOOeyGoooey
6 years, 4 months ago
:< what happened..?!
PURRfect93
6 years, 4 months ago
long story short im single.
OOOeyGoooey
6 years, 4 months ago
aww man.. sorry for your loss :'< *offers many hugs >w<~*
PURRfect93
6 years, 4 months ago
-shrug- dosnt matter anymore... i wont find anyone like him again... -snorts- much less him....
soggymaster
6 years, 4 months ago
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
PURRfect93
6 years, 4 months ago
HA! never said it was suicide. simple bad timing. easier then doing something i cant physically do.
yiharbin
6 years, 4 months ago
what happened?????
DonutGalaxy
6 years, 4 months ago
pretty much in this condition all the time. wanting to die,etc.
Life is a mountain.
But when you're busy dealing with shit,over time,it eventually comes to an end,you turn around at your path up that mountain and go "well fuck. I made it." And you smile,because you made it past the bullshit. But you won't realize it,until it's done.
And if the bullshit continues,climb that shit higher.
zeroSilver
6 years, 4 months ago
please dont wish to die ive been there ive lost someone i loved and it hurt really bad but thanks to my friends both on here
 i got there it so please dont wish to die it will get better i promise it might not be soon but i do promise it does get better
PlatinumPen
6 years, 4 months ago
I've known love and lost it, it is painful and it may take a lot of time to get over it but sooner or later the pain will recede. It will still be there, such a wound to the heart never truly heals, but it will become easier to bear. My best wishes to you and hope you once again at least find basic happiness in life, even though I know right now you are in a dark fog tat seems to have no end.
Gamefox
6 years, 4 months ago
Well....... That was interesting. You seem to have it pretty bad. I went through all this shit when my ex cheated on me. After the tears and drama, I looked at the situation and realized that I am still me and I can still go find another. The search continues. It's been a few years and I haven't found anyone, so I will keep trying. You should do the same. Not now mind you, but eventually. Look for someone different, it might be exactly what you need. Hope the best for ya.
PrinceLeon
6 years, 4 months ago
please dont think like that buddy and please dont leave ill miss you so much buddy
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