A few days ago i was having really uncontrollable bleeding from my rectum, which scared me into thinking that the cancer i fought all last year came back. It bled the same way, it also started to turn my stools black which made my anxiety skyrocket while i was in there. I had a CT scan which showed nothing that they can find. The took me off my blood thinners, all the while my ass every time i felt the need to crap felt like i was shitting either broken glass or razor blades. Turns out everything is still really inflamed from surgery two weeks back. And the blood was leftovers from said surgery. So now im home still in pain on Gabapentin, Tramadol, valium, oxycodone. And it seem no matter what i take i still feel like shit. Not to mention because of the surgery i have like 50/50 % control of if i shit myself. I was not expecting to be needing depends at 35! For those who care thank you for your kind words it really helps even though im sort of a introvert. And i don't really talk much.
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03 Jan 2023 01:11 CET
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