Last night for the first time ever we got a commission for myself that is all female. Some people may be confused a bit, but for the people who know me there is a lot more happening behind the scenes.
I don't want to tell my whole life story but I feel it's better if people understand, because I have requested that all of our pics from this day forward be straight male/female with me being the female of course.
All my life growing up. I always looked like a girl, and way to young for my age (not a bad thing). I found out after 5 years of constant migraines and having one of my eyes stop moving that I had a brain tumor. It's called a pituitary adenoma, due to this my body was not producing any hormones, I effectively never hit puberty. by this time I was 12 going on 21... I decided to correct the issue with my Dr by taking male hormones and testosterone for 4 years. After about 2 of those years I had met the most wonderful person in my life... Zander. I told him up front "Hey pal, I'm a babyfur, and I like dressing as a girl, quite often" although the truth I was trying to scare him away due to my last really bad relationships... and instead of rejecting me, this boy swept me off my feet. I had no idea how much I would fall in love with this person, devote my body and my soul to him. I was scared... I was taking the male hormones to see if maybe it would make me want to be a guy and that's what my mate wanted. After 2 years of happily being together he brings up a dream he had, where I had told him I wanted to be a girl and he was scared. At this point I was shocked, scared, and crying on the inside... I couldn't tell him now, but after a week I decided to tell him the truth. I have always wanted to be a girl, ever since I was about 11 I realized this. I told him and for that night we were on thin ice, I thought I was drowning... I had ruined the best relationship I have ever had. Instead, Zander surprised me yet again... he said we can go through this together... just slowly and step by step.
It has been over a year now, the Dr has switched me to female hormones, I don't need anything to block testosterone because my body still doesn't make it. I regret nothing and there is no going back for me. I will never be a boy again IRL, so this is a major step for both of us and I am proud my mate has commissioned my first female art, and I hope you all enjoy.