Depression is trying to drag me down into a crushing abyss, and I'm struggling against it.
I continue to feel that I have no good luck left to me anymore, and with the constant stress involving my perpetual financial issues stemming from my aging car, my bills, or just generally trying to do something simple like feed my kids or keep gas in said car I am quickly losing my grip on that ledge.
The only reason I am here currently, is because I refuse to let my girls grow up without their dad. But it keeps getting harder to move forward, to keep up appearances, and portray myself as someone who isn't screaming for help internally and waiting for the stress of everything to finally trigger that heart attack I know is waiting for me.
I feel like I've been cursed with continual bad luck that won't stop beating me down until I break. But I can't break. Because my daughters need their dad, and I need them.
So, I know I'm asking a lot, and I really hate to do this, but I could use some help... Nothing huge, just a bit that can add up to restore my account to positive. Some help to keep gas in the car, food at hand, and the cycle of overdrafts to end. So maybe, when the next paycheck lands, I'm not instantly losing a quarter of it to fees.
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1 year, 7 months ago
09 Sep 2022 06:23 CEST
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