Ok, before anything, I'd like to preface by saying that this may sound like shameless begging to some and that I normally wouldn't disclose things about my life like this, after all i'm sure you got your own problems to deal with, but I think this is gonna be a turning point for me and so I think any help propping me up is welcomed, just to make sure I don't fall too hard along this new path I'm trynna create! With this little text I'll try to explain my situation to you so you can understand why I am calling your attention right now and hopefully I won't come off as too much of an e-beggar, having this preface probably makes the whole ''beggar'' thing worse, but I feel like I owe you all an explanation since I'll be standing on my soapbox asking for help, but enough prefacing, let's cut to the chase:
I'm currently living in a place that is really awful for my mental health, I've been advised by my therapists to move out for a long time and I think I'll finally be able to do it, but the problem is: I need to buy furniture for the new apartment and also have money to pay the rent and to feed myself, I have 3 cats to take care of and I will need to buy litter boxes for them as well as things for me (like a washing machine for example).
Where I live currently also makes it difficult for me to create/work, There are constant power outages, pretty much daily, sometimes 5 times in a span of a few hours causing things to sometimes break. Besides the outages, where I live also puts me in danger, I few weeks ago I tried getting a restraining order against someone, sadly I couldn't, in my country men aren't allowed to make restraining orders, the person I tried to protect myself against knows where I live and comes to my house constantly without my permission. Weekly I'm obligated to deal with many stressers, I won't get into much detail because many of my issues are quite personal, but I know that by moving, many of these stressers won't follow me to my new home.
Moving will also open up new opportunities for me, my current town doesn't have many schools, no universities or much care for artists, by moving I will be closer to schools that can provide me a better education than what I would get here, this new city that I plan to move to will have museums to visit and art clubs to join, helping with my reclusive situation as well!
Basically, I now have the chance to change my life for the better in many many aspects, all I need is the funds to make sure my boat won't sink...
So now for the asking part of this sappy problem dump, if you are currently looking to commission and or know someone who would also want a commission, I am now taking stream commissions, they are 60usd per hour, 1 dollar per minute! So if you would like to help me while also getting some cute art from me please join my commission server so we can choose a date and start working on your piece anytime you want (as long as i'm free, of course).
