I am still sick.
More importantly my mother got sick and she is currently in the hospital on a ventilator at 100% o2. I really hope she gets better I love her so much, what can I say I am a mamas’ boy don’t know what I’ll do without her. I know it’s not looking good that’s why I haven’t been sleeping well this past week and a half. When she was taken in via ambulance her blood o2 was 28%… that’s unprecedented the paramedics I think are shocked she even made it to the hospital but she is a fucking trooper.
I have been laying around for weeks now, my own blood o2 hit as low as 79% briefly before quickly rising to 80-85+ I know they say you should go to hospital, I didn’t I just laid in bed worrying about my mother. It’s probably effected me in ways I don’t know yet but my blood o2 has since recovered to a stable 95+ that’s without going to the hospital and being on oxygen. I don’t like hospitals and neither does my mother or anyone in my family for that matter. Last night my granddad was taken to the hospital his o2 was getting low 85. Boy if the paramedics could have tested me a week ago they’d lost their mind. Course I guess they already did by my mothers shocking o2 level.
I’m not gonna say I’m doing well cause I’m really not, I still feel fatigued as all hell I shockingly can’t sleep much I can’t move around too much either, I’m freaking peeing in a milk jug to avoid getting up. I constantly worry about myself and my family and how I don’t want to lose anyone. I had a cough it came lingered and went and now it’s back again to a small annoying degree.
If you’re curious I wasn’t vaccinated though thats mainly due to my family’s own lack of wanting to get vaccinated I wished we all had, it probably would have helped but I know there is risks with every vaccine.
I am hoping and praying every day my mother gets better and my grandfather they’re both in the hospital. He’s on a Cpap mask at 80% o2 though he’s shown signs of recovery already whereas my mother is slow going from what I’ve heard and she’s been in there nearly 8 days 7 of which were on the cpap mask they just put her on a ventilator. I’m constantly looking up info on COVID and recovery times treatments and mortality rates I can’t help it I can’t shut off the worrying in my head!
I guess that’s about all I wanted to say, I just wanted to give you guys an update on my life and I wanted to see if I had the mental capacity to formulate a brief journal on the past 23 days.
If you don’t hear any updates from me by Thanksgiving or Christmas well then I guess it can be assumed what happened…
It’s been nice being a part of the furry community, I wish I could have participated more and actually came out to my family about being a furry and being gay.
I do wish I had interacted with some of you more, I have made some really cool friends on here who all I have neglected and basically abandoned at this point I do apologize for that… I can only assume when I stopped drawing that I just stopped feeling the need to check up on this place as much. I enjoyed drawing it was fun even though I mostly drew Gumball I did eventually branch out to a few other characters some of which I never got around to posting.
I love the artwork this community has created it’s always inspired me to want to create.
I hope you guys may think of me and my family.
I also hope you all stay safe out there.
Maybe get vaccinated it could help.
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