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Kaheiyattsu

You ever just think

That if you were truely yourself how much the world would hate you and probably want you to die.

Then just cry on the inside, because you are too depressed to actually cry
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Added: 2 years, 6 months ago
 
Eiko
2 years, 6 months ago
It has been a fair amount of my life. Playing the part of who others wanted me to be was a coping/survival mechanism I adapted early on. Once those walls are up though, it's hard to take them down. And inside those walls, it's easy to feel alone. But if you can find even one or two supportive friends that you can let in, sometimes that is enough.
Lanxide
2 years, 6 months ago
Eh, I would just end up hating myself even more than the world.
VarraTheVap
2 years, 6 months ago
Certainly have had such thoughts, but I tell myself as long as something does not involve purposefully and unfairly hurting others, any hate is not rightful. So why should it be rightful to care? :)
SenGrisane
2 years, 6 months ago
I'd still like you ^^
Weiss
2 years, 6 months ago
Eh, people already hate me because I don't give a crap about anyone's feelings. they call me insensitive and rude, even my family does this because when there are truths to be told I don't spare anyone's feelings. And I honestly don't care what other people, even my own family, think of me at this point. I'm all out of tears to cry and feeling depressed just doesn't help me at all so...
DownThePipes
2 years, 6 months ago
I have had days like that but now I'm going Fuck it! If the world does not like who I am they can bite me. I feel the same about you dude, you got your quirks but you are a friend I value, if you ever want to chat just ping me I love hearing from you and will happily be a shoulder for you.
SissyLeo
2 years, 6 months ago
I'd feel fine, because I learned to not give a fuck about people's opinion of me. I just flip them off, tell them to go fuck themselves, and be about my day. There is always going to be some group that hates another solely for superficial BS. We see Karen's complaining and being racist about someone speaking Spanish or not bowing to their insufferable whims. Hell, recently a Karen assaulted a woman and then threw a tantrum and panic attack when she realized she was being recorded committing assault, acting like a deranged lunatic chasing the woman screaming "GET AWAY FROM ME!" and so on.

There's a whole lotta fucked up in the world, and some who just can't be happy unless they have some enemy to hate. My take? If it's a legitimate criticism I take it under advisement if it is a genuine path of self improvement. If it's bigoted or some other nonsense? I look them dead in the eye and tell them that I welcome their scorn. Hell, I'll wear your disapproval of me as a badge of fucking pride! At the end of the day, those types of people who spend all their time attacking others will find themselves all alone when they run out of people to attack and hate. Even through all that, I'll still be here, living my life how I choose to live it.

Hope this helps and maybe gives you some inspiration. Don't be afraid to be yourself and don't let haters drag you down. Normal is overrated anyway.
DansLittleFurs
2 years, 6 months ago
Yep.
RagingSemi
2 years, 6 months ago
the best thing you can do is say "I Love Myself". For me its a powerful thing to say because you don't anyone's else's validation to have self worth or love to feel complete. I will always try to make nice people around me or who I meet but if they want to be assholes forget about them. The reason being is that I know without a doubt that not 100% of the world hates me because they don't know me.
just putting my two cents in because in my anxiety recovery I learned that loving oneself is important
DiogenesShandor
2 years, 6 months ago
I try to channel that sort of feeling into anger at the world with the aid of heavy metal and horrorcore music. I recommend listening to the songs Fuck the World, Whut, and I Don't Care by Insane Clown Posse, as well as Biledriver, We Kill Everything, and Lust In Space by GWAR
BrokenPupper
2 years, 6 months ago
Don't have to think when people give me death wishes for being trans or someshit. Xp
Goivanni
2 years, 6 months ago
Nah, I wouldn't spite myself over the world's shortcomings for not getting up to my standards.
giffee
2 years, 6 months ago
There's no probably about it. I know people would want me dead.
I spent time trying to be honest about things I don't like about myself on twitter and that evolved into quite the saga.
With plenty of death threats involved.

Twitter is fucking crazy. People are fucking assholes.
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